Lee Sungmin Q version :)

Aah.. I just wanna improve my skills in illustration-ing  and photoshop-ing nowadays. Hahah lmaooo.. but I had a hard time on this .. aaah still newbie btw... :)

 

This is my 1st trial ..I mean the 1st version.. it's kinda fail huhuh ! >.<;

 

And this is the 2nd version.. I changed it a bit heh.. but still fail I guess.. TT_TT

Okee Done !

Currently, I'm makin' my own Q version rite now...

Wonder what will happen.. hah ! -_-

p/s : "bLinQ brOkenaLonE92" and "Soul_pumpkin92" it's my trademark ..? lol.. hahah you can call me NEMO anyway ^^

Wassabi.

Olaaa bloggie !! Miss me..? hahaha NOPE kan.. heheh !

Okee laaaa.. aq just no clue mo crita apa skg.. cuma aq nk bgthu 2-3 things. huhu ~ <3

[ HANA ] Result Exam Part 2
   
      Okeee result msa part 2 aq da kuar .. 04 november lalu..(bday ex- aq) lmao..
Well, stiap apa yg kita harapkan xkan selalu tjadi..dan tuu la yg aq alami hahah ! normal laaa tuu suma kita da rancang + harap tapi ALLAH SWT yg tentukan ^^ Alhamdulillah aq PASS dalam exam kali ini sperti biasa namun tp spt yg aq harapkan seperti org lain harapkan.... tuu.. DEAN LIST !!
Mun dpt dean list..nang epi siot lah ! bna laa mun dpt dean list xbh byr duit pt ...ahahha lmao ^^
tapi realitinyaa.. result aq mesti dekat2x nk dpt msuk dlm list duhh.. adeh..xpa laaa.. next sem ni aq mesti nekad nk dpt DEAN LIST !! Insyaallah... tekad usaha aq mesti jugak !!!! aq nk brjayaaaa !!!!! okee done !

[DEOL] SUPER JUNIOR 6th ANNIVERSARY

       Annyeong haseyo, uri-neun AELPEU-ae-yoo ! (ELF's) . Lol.. It's been a while since I've fallen with SJ. But for me, being with them feels like I own their life lmao. I knew them since 2008 and they debuted since 2005 ahh.. what a big gaps between us.. TT_TT but it can't be a barrier to LOVE 'em MORE AND MORE !! Thanks for being Super Junior !! B'cuz of you all, I'm able to know what the meaning of TRUE LOVE, FRIENDSHIP, AND SACRIFICE ! I love you all From Leeteuk Heechul Hangeng Yesung Kangin Shindong SUNGMIN Eunhyuk Donghae Siwon Kibum Ryeowook KYUHYUN Henry ZhouMi to Everlasting Friends ! ^.^


p/s : wish I'm able to meet SUPER JUNIOR in real life SO SO SO FUCKIN BAD ! >.<"


[SETH] SEM-BREAK GONNA END !


     Damn ! Cuti sem aq da nk abezzzz !! haaaa xpuass lagi aq cuti nhe... hiuuuu feels like theres a lot of things that am gonna do at my homie... padahal cuti nk lma gilakk.. 1sblan lbih hahhah dkt sblan aq cuti skg.. adedeh.. xpndai bsyukur btul ouh,,, hyuu ~!!
Sbntnya bkn apa..sebab aq blm dpt kolej, tu yg aq berat ati mo blk sna.. aq xmo tggal luar.. thanks to last sem laaa... kad aktiviti aq mcm kosong jk... hyuhuh... xngam timing bha mo join aktviti !! TT_TT aq mharap jk laa nhe dgan result exam aq, aq lyk dpt kolej utk layak 4 amiiiin ya rabbil alamiiin !!!


p/s: kejap ckp Mlayu, kejap ckp english.. hahah apalaaa aq nhe... =_=



[EXTRA] SIBUK DOWNLOADING

      Hahah ! aktiviti masa cuti yg paling aq suka buat masa nhe DOWNLOAD story temory yg aq sukaaa esp anime and j-movie ^^ lmaoo.. NIE LAA REASON AQ MAKIN 'COMEL' hahaha comel tuu bg aq MONTEL okeee.. ramai org slh sngka ...smpi gelar aq sarcastic duuuh.. klu retard tuu diam2x laa mun xtwk mksdnyaaa.. hahahah kejam !! XPP aaand aq skg addicted ngan satu crita anime nhee.. tajuknya NURARIHYON NO MAGO (NURA : RISE OF THE YOKAI CLAN) best wook  wa ckp sma luu !! hahah yepp.. season 1 still ongoing download meanwhile season 2 da hbs aq sapu hbz download ngeee.. aaand xlupa BLEACH pun aq still addicted n still continuing downloads cuz the version that I have, not full yet.. hyuuuu -__-

NURARIHYON NO MAGO 

kakkoi !! best anime at this moment ! And Rikuo is freakin handzwomee !! XDD *in the night time I mean*

KAIJI : THE ULTIMATE GAMBLER

You know what, it's been awhile since I wanna watch this movie and vwalaah !! I watched just now and I was like asdfgghjkl !! kyahah ! Aishiteru KAIJI ITO @ Fujiwara Tatsuya and thanks to DEATH NOTE the movie :3

And now, I'm craving to the link of KAIJI 2 the movie... GIMME THE LINK KUDASAI ! XDD

P/S: Some of my favorite Anime and Movie at this moment.. gotta watch it fella ! :DD

  duuh, aq rasa bkn SIKIT nhe sda esturi nhe nyahahha !! well, suka suki ^^ since aq da lma x jenguk qw kn bloggie.. mianhae... and xsmpai 2 mggu lg aq blk Kuching sda.. hurm.. berat ati mo tggalkan rascal kesayangan aq c COMOT mcm aq mo bwa jk dia p sna.. huu.. aq hrap nnt comot jga diri laa bla aq xda...d Sandakan Nature City... ~ <3

Okeee gtg... insyallah.. ada masa kita jmpa lg bloggie.. nunitee ASSALAMUALAIKUM ! ^.^

OHEMGEE !

Hella Diariiii...
You knoe what... I have my BAD HAIR day these days... But then suddenly I saw A LIGHT OF HOPE *lmao* came into my EYES. . .
WELL, I "MET" my CRUSHESSSSS eyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!! OMO???? did I say CRUSHES...?? HELLLLL YEAAAAAHH !! I have a new crushes now tehee ~ :D I like  "HIM" since last sem.. kyahah ~
Badly, we BARELY can meet in coincidence ~ ._. and HELLA.. WE'D NEVER GREET EACH OTHER nor even SMILLING ~ duuuh..It's just I dunno how to REACT when I saw him even 1 miles away... hahahahhaha *lmao*
Ouhkay back to topic, Today after classes.. I've conversation between my BESTIE and I about my *IDKifIshudcallhimmyBOYFIEanymoar*. . . and HELLLA I really hate him naaaah... feels like I wanna cut him into pieces.,.. wow... kekekeke . Ok then,I was about wanna continue my stories but then SUDDENLY I SAW HIM and his fellow classmates I guess they've done their LUNCH at CAFETERIA. HELLA, IDK how to react and I'm SHIVERING like I was in the NORTH POLE ATM ~ :3
I dun have the guts to see him , and even smilling at him when he walks past me.... nyan ~ :3
But MY BESTIE DOES !! SHE STARED AT HIS EYES AND REPLIED HIS SMILEEEE aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I'm fuckin' jealous teheeee.. huuuu 5555555555
Hope someday I can MEET HIM AGAIN and I wish I CAN TALK TO HIM EVEN SMILLING OR SAYING HYEEEEEEEEE ~ >:D So, I guess I shud be 'emo' all day so then he 'came' onto my life whenever I'm FUXIN pissed off or whatever thing that makes me DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWWWWN ~

Ouh BTW, I'm in the ANGRY BIRDS Fever rite now..and they said my FACE is FUXIN ANGRY BIRD LOOK-A-LIKE.. aaarrrrnnng ! >:D

So this is ME with my NEW PETS ANGRY BIRDS *aaaaaarrrnnng!! >:D*

Hoho... and yeah dun forget my LOVELY NEMO...*IbethewillgetenyifIdidn'tmentionabouthim* lmao ~

And this is MY CRUSHES twins wannabe ~ *actuallymycrushesisCHANSUNG2PMlookalike* ~ :3

So.. that's all for today....hehhehe hope I can forget that STUPID boy who wanna dumped me... and I can be with this CHANSUNG 'twins' teheeee... BTW, I will post his photo if I HAVE ONE... SOMEDAY..HOPE SO nyaaaan ~ :3

The EYES can't LIE?

Dear Bloggie,
   It's true that the EYES can't lie when it seen.. Just like mine, I saw everything that I'll ever expect before. Well, hella ! I saw him with a BITCHES this morning. I don't know how to react at that time.HOW STUPID I AM! ._. you KNOE WHAT..? I acted like there's nothing FUCKING LOOKS that I've seen for today. But yeah... My heart can TELL ME that I'm setting up mylife in FIRE. I hate today cuz, I'm not feeling very well today, I've got BLOODY COUGH, glad I've meet the doctor. After that, I back to my hostel, and act like crazy bitch , THANKS TO THAT FUCKING STUPID MAN. He's soooooooooooooo RETARD ! Wish I have my strength to KILL HIM NOW ! I hate to see HIM, I hate to reply his messages, I hate to answer his CALL and even hate when people MENTIONED his name on me. SUCH A CRAZY BUTCH ! >.< I'd never felt sorry for him.. I just need an EXPLANATION but not like this kind. FML.
I wanna kick his ASS so bad..  I really wanna kill him to DEATH !! urgh..why I have to suffer like this. I can't stand how he treat me like a piece of shit. STUPID FUCKING RETARD MAN !! I hope someday you'll find a BITCH that can screw you DOWN like a killed BOARS ! I hateeeeeeeeeeeee him !! Urgh !! But I'll NEVER craving for APOLOGIZE. huhuuu...Just wait and see who's THE BOSS !!?! >:D

pissed off.

I don't what to say but,my heart can't take it anymore. !! feels like I'm gonna blow.. >.<
well yeah, I wanna broke up with HIM.. BROKE UP. It's soooo freakin word to say but, I have to face the fact that I have to BROKE up with him or else,I will be DUMPED by him like BITCH ! I knew him 'well'... I knew that he has another BITCH to take fucking care off, but ME..? how bout me..? I bet he should split me off, cuz I can't stand it anymor, eventhou it's almost a year of our relationship.. I felt ashamed of myself, ashamed with my Bestie and family... this is so fucking SUCKS !!  how can I get rid of him when his Image often appear in my MIND and my SIGHT. urgh.. wish I can 'die'... so then I don't have to 'see' him anymore.

I JUST NEED A CONFESSION !!!!

what in the WORLD ?

OwhMaiiiGAWD !!! pehal sekarang nii yaa..? sejak kebelakangan nih DEA semakin pelik... tetiba DEA pggl aq dgn gelaran yg x sepatutnya.... so FREAKIN weirdoo ouhkeey.. hoh.. bengang.. bengang... what in the world eh.. what in theeee world nawww... nyan nyan nyaaaa nyan ~
Aq mac igt last week dea ada survey ngan aq sumthink.. feels like DEA nk aq bg feedback sal life DEA...well I guess so...and HELLA... I tell himeverythink..that I dun want... and I want...lmao.. I mean the truth about de relationship that he brought with me.. teheee..lmaooooo... ._.
But, bitchy... Man Man Ha Niiiiii.... I will not be like my previous 4Q life... lolz.. hahha that was stupid.. I mean I wanna be rude this time,,, ngeee..I wonder what would happen next....

and I can believe that it been..... 4-5 month since we have been together... wow...this is the longest relationship that I've been thought of hohoooo... but puhhhleaseeeee... ManmanHANI... T.T xmooo lagi pisang berbuah SAJYUTA kali... ngeeee.. ~ :D

ouhkay back to topic, I'd never think..he'll go this far...cuz he lways tease me like biatch... treating me like a kid...in the public... he treat me like like NO ONE EVER KNEW 'who are us' . . .but when we 'met' lmao.. he changed.. aiyaaaaaa... but it's great if we kept our relationship... tapi tuuu too much BUTTHURT... wellyeah... PEOPLE WILL MAY NOT BELIEVE IT .. IF THEY GET KNOW THAT WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER IN  LONG TIME.. omogosssh... what would happen next...???
wish THERE;S NOTHING BAD HAPPEN YEAH... HOPE SO... HOPEEEE SO ! AMIIIIIN ~ :]

RESULT EXAM DA KUAR !

Well, result da kuar...and me oredy checked mine.. Hurmm idk what to say but..mine was pass !!!! Eventhou not wif flying color. Hell no.. I may not get in the DEAN LIST...me fuckin sad bodooo..xthu mo drscbe on how my feeling was.... I'm HAPPY ! I'M FUCKIN FRUSTATED N SAAAAAD !! Well he's got on dean list..kimak btul..aq jlez ngan ny tok ! Rite now me mls nk nga result blt! ChibaAAi ! Me kmpunan dekan doe...uurrrgh.. Mo nanez bhaaa huuuuuuu..sumone pls be my crying shoulder now !!!!!!! :'(

TERKILAN

Hurmm... rsa tkilan ouh. :( Aq betul2x benci bila aq kna COMPARE dgn CUZZIE. Bkn kna compare sgt tp...SEDIH laaa... mentang2x rmi cuzzie aq yg success....Dorg dpt msuk IPG. Aq just msuk UiTM jk.. :( DIPLOMA jk.... dorg da dlm ijazah sd tuu.. ya laaa.. sapa la aq nhe.. TERKILAN GILA OINK OINK nhe skg. Even mama aq da bg COURAGE dgn aq psal tuu. Tpi ati aq btul2x terGURIS ouh... huuuuuuuuuk ! :'(
Aq cuma INSAN biasa yang tiadanya MINDA LUAR BIASA. Hidup aq penuh PANCAROBA. Araaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh !! aq bengang sekarang.. SEDIH... I NEED SUMONE to TALK !! LEAN on THEIR SHOULDER.... CRYIN SHOULDER... plssss.. nawwwwwwwwwwwwww !!!! :'(

FAKE.

Today I pranked my FACEBOOK friends. Well it was bit FUN but FREAKIN' SAD about it. Huh..I can't believe it my FRIEND did FORGET my bornday except my NEW FRIENDS (UiTM friends + classmates + BESTIE) I understand their situation, I don't care if they don't know my EXACT bday lmao :) at this moment.But next time, if they DIDN'T REALIZE WHAT THE HECK MY BDAY IS EARLIER THAN WHAT I TOLD'EM BEFORE.... I don't what to say but.. it MIGHT be FRIGGIN saaaaad.. how can they forget it.. lmao.. just now, my OLDIE FRIENDS from secondary scholl and blablabla DID FORGET MY ACTUAL BIRTHDATE yet they wish my BD full of LOVE . *and HELL YEAH there was my exbestie wishing me happy bday ..lololololololo WTF ! If she's my REAL bestie , she'll mention something fishy lmao. Yahh.. forget about.. I don't care... ahahha A TRUE BESTIE can EVER be a BESTIE. so that is the deal and I'm off.... :)


p/s : My REAL BIRTHDATE is 27th NOVEMBER 1992

hella

heyaa bloggie.. !!
Guess where am I rite now..?? kekekeke I'm at my HOMIE doue !! XDDDD
it's been almost a week since I left Uitm... lmao :3 well.. it's semester break.. duuhhh... -_-
I will back to Uitm this 3rd of June.. aaaaa.. I don't wanna go BACK thereeeee...!!! DX<
But I miss him fo sho' rite now... eventhou he's sooooo PABO ! XD IDK but.. I really miss him.... HOPE I don't fall-in-LOVE with him more and more....you know what, It's weird when he wanna be with me but he's already taken... and he knew that I know he's oredy taken.. and I always ask about her FUTURE FYONCE.
Haha.. it might sounds crazy but, fells like I'ma doll for him... well yeah, he DON'T WANNA SHOW our relationship with others..DUUUH> wthefishhh.. >++D
I shud don't mind about it again... just ENJOY the GAME.. the LOVE GAME.. kekekeke

ouh btw... I wanna meet my OPPA.... Ojai Oppa.. lolz...He said he wanna meet me when I back to Sdkn.. and he'll back to here also...lolz... I've been waiting the moment for ages.. grrrr.. well PASSIONATE is the key.. So I will look fwd for it nhe.. :3
Well, rite now, I feels like my KOREAN LESSON was SUCK ! Mianhae... just bcuz I haven't  learnt it PROPERLY due to busy with assignment and blablablaaaaa... and HELL YEAH... I miss my FAIL FAMILY/FRIEND at SJ-WORLD.net sooooo soooooo soooo bad... >.< wish I can pay my visit there... HOPE SO... HOPEEEE.. SOOOOOO

Yaaaa !! SUPER JUNIOR WILL MAKE THEIR COMEBACK THIS JUNE...wohooo.. !! can't wait for it... I wonder what is their CONCEPT........... :3
I will look forward for it LIAO ~ XD

ouhkay.. gtg.. will post more here often soon... *hope so* :D
chalgaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... ~ XD

nyaong

Dear Bloggie,
    It's been a while since I didn't pay a visit here aite..? I knoe u missed me so bad lolz.. IMYT !! :3
and you knoe what, I've been busy for AGES ._. and yeah now it's my FINAL EXAM.. DAMN ! >.<
I'm soooo nervous bb.. IDK how to react and IDK how to answer this morning....I bet I shud sleep naw cuz my PAPER will be held in 9 am durghhh ! >.<
Well, as 4 ur in4mation, next week (2nd May) I will back to my HOME SWEET HOMIE . . . !! XD
it's been 3 month since I left there for studies at UiTM Samarahan. IMY my FAMILY + FRIENDS esp my COMOT NYAOOONG ~ :3 . . . I will be on semester HOLIDAY for a month only and after that I continue my study as part 2 student hoh ! The times flies goes by so RAPID and I didn't realize that my FRESHIE life will ended soon wohoo ! \^.^/ But... I may CURIOUS about 'OUR' relationship...it's been ALMOST 3 month since we're together nananannanaa... but he DON'T WANNA our relationship to be REVEALED bitch ! >.< But sometimes i don't mind about it cuz I've never fallen for him 100% ngahaaaa.. well I'ma Playah btw.. WHOOOOOPS jk ! :D and HELL YEAH I mind about it sometimes too.. cuz it fells like this relationship was a FAKE + FUCK relationship hoh GOT it..?? FAKE AND FUCK ones... grrrr !! >.<
Urgh.. NVRMD... will look fwd for the next step I guess.... janjanjanjaaaaaaaaaaaaan ! :3
Uh-oh !! I almost forgot to tell ya about my LUVLEY BROTHA !! OJAIIIII !! :3.. I found him AGAIN !! It's been 5 YEARS we were LOST in CONTACTS... and YEAH... I still not lost my track and I search him everywhere esp at FACEBOOK.. and HELLAH ! JACK POT bb !! JAAAACK POOOOOT ! :3
Can't wait to meet him and his FAMILy... so then my FAMILY also... I wanna introduced him w my family as my BRO....lol... but I LIKED him ALOT !! but nevermind... as USUAL ; LOOK FORWARD FOR IT ! :3


ouh kayy.. enuff bubbling ! :3
so.. I guess I GTG... well WISH ME LUCK for my FINAL EXAM nheee.. ~
chalgaaaaa.... Saranghaeeeee ~ <3

study week

      Well this week gonna be a STUDY week for me .. Since 21th of APRIL.. I will be on the Final exam ..
it is my 1st time to take the exam hoho.. well, I've been in *ART & DESIGN* before.. cuz back to oldie days *school days* I mean, I was a SCIENCE STREAM student and there'snoartndesignthingy .. ~
Sooooooo.... NEXT WEEK is EXAM CORNER kyahah  ! *drop dead me*

BREAK A LEG nhe ! >w<

AD NIGHT 2011

MALAM TOK... AQ PISSED OFF... TT.TT LANGSUNG MEMBOSANKAN.... BUKAN APA.. AQ DA BANYAK MASALAH..........ESPECIALLY ABOUT HIM... I DON'T GET IT .. FEELS LIKE I'VE BEEN USED SINCE WE'RE TOGETHER... HE DIDN'T TALK TO ME AT ALL TONIGHT SHIT ! I GAVE HIM A KEYCHAIN... I MEAN LOVE KEYCHAIN..COUPLE KEYCHAIN... T.T AND HE DIDN'T EVEN SAY THANKYU TO ME.. AND HE LEFT AFTER I GIVE HIM ... HUUUUK ! >.< IM FREAAAAKIN' PISSED OFF.... I HATE TO ADMIT IT... EVENTHOU HE;S SOOOO HAWT TONIGHT... WELL YEAH 'CULLEN' WANNABE... >.< I HATE THE WAY HE TREAT ME TONIGHT.... FEELS LIKE I'MA LONER.. I'MA NOTHING TO HIM .. I'MA INVICIBLE.... AND HELL YEAH... I WAS SO SAD WHEN MY BESTIE DOESN'T TAKE CARE OF ME TONIGHT.. I TOT SHE CAN CONSOLE ME TONIGHT... BUT THEN SHE LEFT ME JUST LIKE THAT.. UWAAAAAA... WHAT KIND OF BESTIE ARE SHE...?? >.< TONIGHT... I'M SHEDDING MY TEARS LIKE CRAZY... AND I WAS LIKE WOW.... MY TEARS CAN FULFILLED A TONS OF WATER LMAO... BITCH.. >.<

My WORD for HIM ~

Don't worry, he'll miss you. He screwed up , you did absolutely nothing wrong. He failed. He's not smart enough. If he was smart, he would have realized what he was saying goodbye to. But he didn't , now he's gone. Don't call him telling him you miss him. Don't even call him just to hear his voice and hang up. Don't do it. You don't miss him, you miss what you used to be. Right now you're waiting for someone to prove to you, that you don't need him. I promise that person is right around the corner, but you have to let go of him ; his bullshit first. He'll be back one day, it will be him calling you saying he misses you every night. He'll have his friends ask you if you still care about him. It will be your turn to just say, fuck you. You had me and you messed it all up. For now, find every reason to be happy without him, Don't message him, don't comment him, don't talk to him in the hallways. Just smile at him, and remind him that he let go of a perfect girl.

Source: whispershelloimissyouterribly

INSPIRATION

kyahah ! this week's assignment are CREATING 30 sketches of LOGOS. aaaand YEAH. I FREAKIN LOVIN' IT !! ^^ and I've done more than 30.. wohoo !! \^o^/ . So... here some example of my handmade logos : 

well.. I'm so thankful cuz I have my PRECIOUS hand ~ ^^

p/s : hope my logos will be accepted by my Lecturer ~ HWAITIIING !! XD

BESTIE !

It's been a while since I met my bestie FABULOUS STAR a.k.a F[$] !

well, I really MISS 'em so BAD !! even I realised that we're not contacting EACH OTHER as always like before. Huhuueee.. I knewwwww.. we've been busy with our OWN studies and schedule -_-

Wish someday we can meet again even for a second ! huh ~!!

and here they areee..  ~ <3

we're 7 SPACE BIGSTAR : LINA, LYNNE, DZUL, ZACK, IEDA, WAN , and me EMO

our THEME color is PURPLE.

our MAIN THEME is : "PENUHI HARAPAN DENGAN PENUH KASIH SAYANG UNTUK MENCAPAI I.M.P.I.AN"

means: "FULFILL your HOPE with LOVE to ARCHIVING your DREAMS"

and our MAIN IDENTITY : "SENT and RECEIVE G.O.S.S.I.P with BLINK OF EYE"

aaaand our MAIN TRADEMARK : " Ukiey Duwh !" ~ lolz ^^

p/s:I miss 'em so bad.. I never have a BESTIE as GOOD as them. HOH.. FABULOUS STAR never been REPLACED in my HEART ~ <3

SOwt !

Naaaa.. Sowt suda aque..heee !! Bilank azam xmo jd bdak Jahat...Tapi apa mw jd SKG..?? 나쁜 여자 . >.< Thanks to the PABO NAMJA.. !!! actually me xbpa wha ska ngan dea. CUZ ME SKA NGAN org lain.. YAKNI org yg SAME interest ngan ME.. T.T and me already FOUND HIM. but he NEVER notice who am I. I mean.. I'm the one who ADMIRED him... He DANCE in front of me.. like YANG YOSEOB.. OMFGGG !! XD he really drives me CRAZY.. I really LOVE this NAMJA maaaaaan ~ you KNOW what.... I remember the day when I was SANG "BEAUTIFUL-Beast" at my classes... and ALL OF SUDDEN.. he CONTINUE the LYRICS.. and I was like OMFGGGGG !!!! NEVER meet a FANBOY esp in front of my EYE.. ahahaha lmaooo.. well, he's KINDA LEE SEUNGGI's look-a-like so NO WONDER if I WAS FALLEN for him kekekekeek. IN a nutshell.. I guess I shud call him NAUI NAMJA means "My Man" ahaaa.. drop dead me.. if the PABO NAMJA finds out that I stabbed his back.. lolz.. I'm just JOOOKING ! XD actually... I LOVE that PABO NAMJA.. but it's only certain time.. I mean sometimes... when He talked to me.. text me.. call me.. MEET me...and HAVE a DATE with me along with FUCKING ROMANCE  geez !! I'm JOKING again.. kekeke.. I'd never have GUTS to have a SEX or ROMANCE before MARRIED mkay.... I just wanna KISS... ahahahaha.. ouhkay BUBBLING like bitch one again. heeeee...lmao.. DUHH !! -__-

PATHETIC me ~

Today, Me and my fellow friends from part 1 have to introduce ourselves with the seniors from part2 to part6. Well, I’m the freakin 1^st  one to introduce about ourselves.. SIGH.. kinda nervous but I think I’m okay with it.. J SO, I remembered when I’m mumbling like crazy..such a lmao. -_- And I realized that, some of them FREAKIN’ PISSED off by ME ! -_- I don’t get it… I realized that I’m not THAT perfect.. and I’m not that POOR ONE.. -_- Sometimes, I’m NOT happy with myself.. bcuz I think I’m kinda SELFISH, SHOW OFF and whatsoever ! I’m feeling bad about myself..Feels like I wanna cry RITE NOW..but Don’t wanna PEOPLE  knew about this situation.. hah ! this is sooooo damn pathetic… T.T Feels like I wanna find someone to comfort with.. I REALISED that I’m still at my OWN BOX of life..ASHAMED to myself ..BLAMING myself as being LIKE THIS !!! I WANNA FIND SOMEONE to COMFORT WITH… !!! D’:< OBVIOUSLY, I don’t TRUST my fellow friends here… I’m Sorry CHINGUYA.. butI trust my FABULOUS STARS members more.. BUT WHAT CAN I DO RITE NOW, ???? GUESS, I should SURVIVE here.. ‘till the LAST SEMESTER here…it is ;the 5^th SEMESTER > 2 years from NOW… O ALLAH !!!  I’m so THANKFUL bcuz YOU gave me this kind of BARRIER of LIFE.. I’m so APPRECIATE it.. :’) No matter else WHAT, I’ll try my BEST SHOT to survive in this TEMPORARY world.. T.T ..eventhough this LIFE is soooooo TEMPTING… ~  EMO HWAITIIING ! ;’)

HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR !!

woah... It's been awhile.. and NOW.. IT'S already 2011 yawwww !!!!
ahaaa,, a NEW year with a NEW life :DD
well, now I'ma UNIVERSITY's student.. heee :D
farewell  to school days.. lmao.. ;P and yeah.. my HOMIE also.. -_-
it seems I have to CHANGE my appearance.. my confidence.. and ALSO my attitude.. *lmao aren't that same..??"
ahahaa... but why would I care... as long AS.. I'm still EVERLASTINGFRIENDS of SUPERJUNIOR ~

ouh BTW !! 

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to my ENDLESS LOVE LEE SUNGMIN ^^