July 04, 2013

❤ ONE OK ROCK ❤ MY FIRST STORY ❤

Guest what, I've new obsessions !!!!
Well brah, it's ONE OK ROCK  !!!
❤ONE OK ROCK❤

I'm sooooooooooooooooo into them especially TAKAHIRO MORITA (Taka NYAN) :3
❤TAKA NYAN ❤

I have no idea how can I fall in LOVE with them.
Its been awhile since I haven't any obsession in music or something.
Maybe its because I'm already FREE lol ,, I mean move on.. well umm NEVERMIND ! >:P
ONE OK ROCK is one of a kind JROCK BAND ! \m/

I'm starting to LOVE ONE OK ROCK when I've watched their video >  RE:MAKE
❤Part from RE:MAKE PV❤
And then CLOCK STRIKES
❤Part from CLOCK STRIKES PV❤

And soooooo on ESPECIALLY BE THE LIGHT
❤Part from BE THE LIGHT PV

OBVIOUSLY, 'Be the light' song really CHANGES me A LOT. I have no clue when the first time listen to it, I CRIED a lot. Maybe because of the deep meaning lyrics? So make me move on :')
I will LOVE them like forever lol. CAN'T WAIT TO MEET THEM THIS NOVEMBER 21 ! (a week before my birthday!!)
Yet still waiting the TICKET INFO for the concert duhh.. :'( 

TAKA NYAN ! CAN'T WAIT TO MEET YA and ONE OK ROCK ! \m/


BONUS : HIROKI MORIUCHI + MY FIRST STORY ❤

Who's HIROKI MORIUCHI??
It's TAKA NYAN'S Lil Brodah !! ~ :)
and he's the VOCALIST of  Jrock band : MY FIRST STORY
❤HIROKI MORIUCHI

❤MY FIRST STORY

❤TAKA NYAN and HIRO CHAN when they were KIDDO

I JUST LOVE THEM SO FREAKING BAD !! XDD


April 22, 2013

Slip knot ~

So today is OFFICIALLY the end of our relationships between me and AWANG SATOK .
It's been a year and this how we ended our relationship :

His parents take our future by giving him to a new woman. She's non Muslim.
I think it could be great if he goes with her in marriage. Let him teach her
how to be a proper Muslimah, wifey and his partner till jannah.
I realized that, I'm not the one since I'm done with my "istikharah prayer".
There's too many hints that makes me realized that I should move on.
And yes I do move on now, even my eyes can't stop shedding tears.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand now I put him in a F.R.I.E.N.D.Z.O.N.E once again hahahaha
Maybe it's the way to me to forget about our relationship rather than ignoring everything
and being a pussy lmao. :P
Ouhaky.. no more love story about us, no more Awang satok in my dictionary of life. :')

November 12, 2012

19 Keistimewaan Wanita Menurut Hadith Rasulullah

1. Doa wanita itu lebih makbul daripada lelaki kerana sifat penyayang yang lebih kuat daripada lelaki.Ketika ditanya kepada Rasulullah SAW akan hal tersebut, jawab baginda, "Ibu lebih penyayang daripada bapa dan doa orang yang penyayang tidak akan sia-sia." 

2. Wanita yang solehah (baik) itu lebih baik daripada 1000 lelaki yang soleh. 


3. Barangsiapa yang menggembirakan anak perempuannya, darjatnya seumpama orang yang sentiasa menangis kerana takutkan Allah .Dan orang yang takutkan Allah SWT akan diharamkan api neraka keatas tubuhnya. 


4. Wanita yang tinggal bersama anak-anaknya akan tinggal bersama saya (Rasulullah SAW) di dalamsyurga. 


5. Barangsiapa membawa hadiah (barang makanan dari pasar ke rumah lalu diberikan kepadakeluargan ya) maka pahalanya seperti melakukan amalan bersedekah. Hendaklah mendahulukan anak perempuan daripada anak lelaki. Maka barangsiapa yang menyukakan anak perempuan seolah-olah dia memerdekakan anak Nabi Ismail. 


6. Syurga itu di bawah telapak kaki ibu. 


7. Barangsiapa mempunyai tiga anak perempuan atau tiga saudara perempuan atau dua anak perempuan atau dua saudara perempuan lalu dia bersikap ihsan dalam pergaulan dengan mereka dan mendidik mereka dengan penuh rasa takwa serta sikap bertanggungjawab, maka baginya adalah syurga. 


8. Apabila memanggil akan dirimu dua orang ibu bapamu, maka jawablah panggilan ibumu terlebihdahulu. 


9. Daripada Aisyah .a." Barangsiapa yang diuji dengan sesuatu daripada anak-anak perempuannya lalu dia berbuat baik kepada mereka, maka mereka akan menjadi penghalang baginya daripada api neraka. 


10. Wanita yang taat berkhidmat kepada suaminya akan tertutuplah pintu-pintu neraka dan terbuka pintu-pintu syurga. Masuklah dari mana-mana pun pintu yang dia kehendaki dengan tidak dihisab. 


11. Wanita yang taat pada suaminya, maka semua ikan-ikan di laut, burung di udara, malaikat di langit,matahari dan bulan semua beristighfar baginya selama mana dia taat kepada suaminya serta menjagasolat dan puasanya.


12. Aisyah .a berkata, "saya bertanya kepada Rasulullah, siapakah yang lebih besar haknya terhadap wanita?" Jawab Rasulullah SAW "Suaminya." " Siapa pula berhak terhadap lelaki?" Jawab RasulullahSAW, "Ibunya." 


13. Perempuan apabila sembahyang lima waktu, puasa di bulan Ramadhan, memelihara kehormatannya serta kepada suaminya, masuklah dia dari pintu syurga mana sahaja yang dikehendaki. 


14. Tiap perempuan yang menolong suaminya dalam urusan agama, maka Allah SWT memasukkan dia ke dalam syurga terlebih dahulu daripada suaminya (10,000 tahun). 


15. Apabila seseorang perempuan mengandung janin dalam rahimnya,maka beristighfarlah para malaikat untuknya. Allah SWT mencatatkan baginya setiap hari dengan 1,000 kebajikan dan menghapuskan darinya 1,000 kejahatan. 


16. Apabila seseorang perempuan mulai sakit hendak bersalin, maka Allah SWT mencatatkan baginya pahala orang yang berjihad pada jalan Allah. 


17. Apabila seseorang perempuan melahirkan anak, keluarlah dia dari dosa-dosa seperti keadaan ibunya melahirkannya. 


18. Apabila telah lahir anak lalu disusui, maka bagi ibu itu setiap satu tegukan daripada susunya diberi satu kebajikan. 


19. Apabila semalaman seorang ibu tidak tidur dan memelihara anaknya yang sakit, maka Allah SWT memberinya pahala seperti memerdekakan 70 orang hamba dengan ikhlas untuk membela agama AllahSWT.



#Indahnya menjadi wanita, subhanallah ! :')

October 05, 2012

Me and oil painting

Well, today ada assessment oil painting,
One of a kind subject yg saya ambil semester nih..
Actually, saya lemah dalam bab coloring ni especially oil painting..
I mean seriously, saya x pernah buat benda2 camtuh hihiii.. kena2 lagi sebesar 2'x2' !!!
Alhamdulillah, berkat last minute and kesabaran.. duit byk terbuang.. siap jga oil painting saya tu even sir saya cakap teknik yg saya gunakan utk painting tu bukan seperti yg dia suruh.. "SCUMBLING TECHNIQUE" , saya buat lil'bit scumbling dan selebihnya glazing..
Lmaooo... mmg kena serang gila2 laa tadi....hahaha moral of the story.. jgn ponteng klas sir !
 
Colored version, 2'x2'
monochrome version, 1.5'x1.5'

Ternyata agak lame disitu masyallah... sya kaa juak nhe yg buat paintings ni..?
Tapi atleast nampak laa rupa.. hahahhahaha *okeee mood sedih!*

YET, Alhamdulillah !! Tinggal assessment 3d animation, advertising and paper vcl265 !
huhuuuu... x sabar mao balik tanah air !! "Land below the wind" :3

August 07, 2012

Me and 2012

Olaaaaaaaaaa Bloggie...! :)
It's been awhile right...?
Miss ya btw... I'm so sorry cuz not pay my visit here like I'm used to be before.. :(
Here's my current picture darling ... <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">


I'm getting busy nowadays, starting ..err.. this semester..?
Jyeah.. This semester, gotta handle le ADNIGHT event !
I mean, I'm the head of the event, so I have to take note each of the details to make sure the event run in success whoot whooooot ! but sometimes I'm getting stress about it.. :(
It's hard to get an argument with le classmates.. Just because I'm magnae,,
It's easy for them to 'stab' me.. aigoooo... ~ +.+
Nvermind, I'll get used to it insyaallah.. :'3
And le theme for adnight this sem is MASQUERADE

Ouh BTW ! ITS RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK IS IN DA HOUSE *again*
Alhamdulillah, we met again ya fasting month :')
And the AWESOME moment when, still skipped my period hahahhahah ! >:D
Can't wait for hari raya yaaaaaaaaaaaawww ! >w<

BTW, I'm no longer *Forever alone bustah naman*
And today is our 2th monthsary yayy !! :'D
Even its only a monthsary, it feels like 2th anniversary wohoo ! |(^.^)/
I wish our relationship will last longer till ;
MARRIED, GETTING FAMILY, AND INSYALLAH TILL JANNAH <3 p="p">Thanks ZULKIFLI ALI AMIN  to light up my LIFE,


You make me happy and smile like everyday,
Every breathe I take, I can't stop thinking of you...
And, My heart beats faster when thinking about you..
And last but not least, *HATI SENTIASA LAPANG KERANA KAMU* <- dunno wat to say lmao <3 p="p">

January 31, 2012

Fakta mengenai LELAKI ?

Men... ~ :3

1. Lelaki biasanya tidak terpikat terhadap wanita disebabkan mereka cantik, tetapi mereka lebih mudah terpikat terhadap personaliti dan ketrampilan seseorang itu.

2. Lelaki amat bencikan lelaki lain yang cuba untuk menggoda kekasih mereka.

3. Apa yang sedang awak lakukan? atau Awak dah makan ke belum? adalah merupakan soalan paling kerap akan ditanya ketika mereka menelefon seorang wanita.

4. Lelaki akan sibuk dengan pekerjaan mereka sepanjang hari, tetapi sebelum tidur, pasti mereka akan memikirkan mengenai wanita yang mereka benar-benar sayang.

5. Apabila lelaki benar-benar sayang terhadap seorang wanita, mereka akan mengabaikan semua karakter negatif yang ada pada wanita tersebut.

6. Lelaki akan membuat seribu satu kesimpulan sekiranya seorang wanita senyum kepada mereka.

7. Lelaki sanggup melakukan apa saja untuk mendapatkan perhatian daripada seorang wanita.

8. Lelaki amat benci apabila wanita menceritakan mengenai kisah bekas teman lelaki mereka.

9. Seorang lelaki mampu menyukai wanita untuk seminit, kemudian terus melupakan mereka.

10. Apabila seorang lelaki bersedia untuk berjumpa ibubapa kekasih mereka, ini menunjukkan mereka benar-benar serius.

11. Lelaki juga akan menangis.

12. Lelaki akan lebih untuk berusaha memikat wanita yang menolak cinta mereka, ini adalah kerana mereka sukar untuk menerima kekalahan.

13. Jangan sesekali memberikan mereka mesej tergantung seperti “Ada sesuatu nk bgtau awak ni…. erm… tapi takpela”. Mereka akan membuat seribu satu andaian dan akan berusaha untuk mendapatkan jawapan.

14. Lelaki akan teruja apabila mendapat sentuhan yang tidak diduga.

15. Lelaki akan menjadi gagap apabila bercakap dengan wanita yang mereka suka.

16. Apabila wanita menyatakan tidak, hati lelaki akan menyatakan ‘ok…. takpe…. cuba lagi esok..’

17. Lelaki amat sayang ibu mereka.

18. Lelaki sanggup mengorbankan makan tengahari mereka semata-mata ingin memberikan wanita beberapa kuntum bunga ros.

19. Lelaki amat sukar untuk difahami melainkan korang seorang pendengar yang setia.

20. Adalah lebih baik korang menguji seorang lelaki itu terlebih dahulu sebelum mempercayainya. Tetapi, pastikan ia tidak mengambil masa yang terlalu lama.

21. Lelaki lebih bersikap terbuka untuk menceritakan hal peribadi mereka.

22. Lelaki amat suka apabila wanita yang menentukan pemakaian mereka.

23. Lelaki tidak suka kekasih mereka mempunyai hubungan dengan orang lain terutamanya kawan lelaki.

24. Apabila lelaki membelikan hadiah kepada wanita, mereka amat risau sekiranya hadiah yang mereka berikan tidak disukai.

25. Lelaki lebih banyak berfikir.

26. Imaginasi lelaki tiada had. Mereka mampu untuk membayangkan apa sahaja.

27. Ketinggian wanita adalah tidak penting, apa yang lebih penting adalah berat mereka.

28. Sukar untuk lelaki melepaskan kekasih mereka terutama apabila sudah bercinta melebihi 3 tahun.

29. Lelaki tidak sukakan wanita yang materialistik.

30. Lelaki memiliki semangat yang kuat untuk berubah dan ianya perlu sokongan yang kuat daripada kekasih mereka.

31. Apabila lelaki menceritakan sesuatu yang serius, berikan perhatian yang sepenuhnya. Ia amat penting.

32. Lelaki lebih gemarkan wanita yang pandai memasak.

33. Jangan sombong, kerana ia akan membuatkan lelaki berusaha untuk memalukan anda.

34. Lelaki belajar mengenai cinta melalui pengalaman, bukan seperti wanita yang belajar mengenai cinta melalui novel yang mereka baca.

35. Lelaki paling tidak suka kekasih mereka keluar bersama lelaki lain berdua walaupun hubungan mereka hanya sekadar kawan.

36. Lelaki akan memaafkan kesalahan yang pertama dibuat, tetapi bukan untuk kesalahan yang kedua.

37. Lelaki tidak suka wanita yang terlampau mengada-ngada.



January 22, 2012

Early Marriage ?

Okeee, Saya ada terbaca satu entry kat FACEBOOK ;

--"Kalau berkahwin di usia remaja, Syaitan akan menangis"


Wooow ! And I was like... omomomomoooooo !
haha, tapikan mengikut LOGIK bagus jga early marriage nie !
Ya laaa, kalau setakat nak 'COUPLE' jak macam.... sometimes boleh terjebak ke kancah maksiat aite?
Kalau taaak.. tengoklaa zaman sekarang especially kat MALAYSIA, Isu utama yang sudah menjadi 'biasa' ..; ISU ABORTION... ISU PEMBUANGAN BAYI ! mana tak teruknyaa...couple suka suki.. maksiat sana sini... pandai main tapi tak pandai nak cover... perghh ~

Setahu saya, dalam Islam mencegah itu lebih baik daripada mengubati...huhu !
Dan, kan baik kalau 'couples' tuuuu trus kawen jer... cheh ! gattai !! hahahaha lol ~
Okeee ! back on topic! -.-;

Early Marriage :
It's better prevent than cure ~
Tapi, banyak halangan kalau mo kawen awal nhe
Yalaaa... banyak laa alasan situ sini..~
OBVIOUSLY, macam saya... saya suda ada yang punya... *ada kaa saya perluu kawen sekarang??*
Hahah ! see...? okeee in my opinion laaa :

Reasons why I don't want early marriage even though I have love ones :
1) Still studying !
2) Still Early to do !
3) Marriage is a serious matter, once you have entered, there's no turning back
4) People will talk BAD mouth about you, your bride, and your family !

elaborations :
1) Menjejaskan fokus pelajaran
2) Perlu banyakkan persediaan dari segi mental, fizikal, rohani dan KEWANGAN
3) Perkahwinan bukanlah satu permainan
4) Orang akan salah anggap kenapa kamu kahwin awal ~ like : dah terlanjur laaa,, etc .. etc ~





Okeee ! Sebaiknya, bertahanlaa selagi boleh bertahan kalau still COUPLE without trouble (dosa)... Tapi, kalau COUPLE, diri xtenteram, xtahan*hahahah*, maka... ajaklaaa sang pasangan utk membina rumahtangga.... tapi kalau dia tolak... bha BREAK JAK LAAA ! T^T




#Just saying...? meh ~ -.-;

November 15, 2011

Lee Sungmin Q version :)

Aah.. I just wanna improve my skills in illustration-ing  and photoshop-ing nowadays. Hahah lmaooo.. but I had a hard time on this .. aaah still newbie btw... :)

This is my 1st trial ..I mean the 1st version.. it's kinda fail huhuh ! >.<;

And this is the 2nd version.. I changed it a bit heh.. but still fail I guess.. TT_TT





Okee Done !
Currently, I'm makin' my own Q version rite now...
Wonder what will happen.. hah ! -_-



p/s : "bLinQ brOkenaLonE92" and "Soul_pumpkin92" it's my trademark ..? lol.. hahah you can call me NEMO anyway ^^





November 11, 2011

Wassabi.

Olaaa bloggie !! Miss me..? hahaha NOPE kan.. heheh !

Okee laaaa.. aq just no clue mo crita apa skg.. cuma aq nk bgthu 2-3 things. huhu ~ <3

[ HANA ] Result Exam Part 2
   
      Okeee result msa part 2 aq da kuar .. 04 november lalu..(bday ex- aq) lmao..
Well, stiap apa yg kita harapkan xkan selalu tjadi..dan tuu la yg aq alami hahah ! normal laaa tuu suma kita da rancang + harap tapi ALLAH SWT yg tentukan ^^ Alhamdulillah aq PASS dalam exam kali ini sperti biasa namun tp spt yg aq harapkan seperti org lain harapkan.... tuu.. DEAN LIST !!
Mun dpt dean list..nang epi siot lah ! bna laa mun dpt dean list xbh byr duit pt ...ahahha lmao ^^
tapi realitinyaa.. result aq mesti dekat2x nk dpt msuk dlm list duhh.. adeh..xpa laaa.. next sem ni aq mesti nekad nk dpt DEAN LIST !! Insyaallah... tekad usaha aq mesti jugak !!!! aq nk brjayaaaa !!!!! okee done !

[DEOL] SUPER JUNIOR 6th ANNIVERSARY


       Annyeong haseyo, uri-neun AELPEU-ae-yoo ! (ELF's) . Lol.. It's been a while since I've fallen with SJ. But for me, being with them feels like I own their life lmao. I knew them since 2008 and they debuted since 2005 ahh.. what a big gaps between us.. TT_TT but it can't be a barrier to LOVE 'em MORE AND MORE !! Thanks for being Super Junior !! B'cuz of you all, I'm able to know what the meaning of TRUE LOVE, FRIENDSHIP, AND SACRIFICE ! I love you all From Leeteuk Heechul Hangeng Yesung Kangin Shindong SUNGMIN Eunhyuk Donghae Siwon Kibum Ryeowook KYUHYUN Henry ZhouMi to Everlasting Friends ! ^.^


p/s : wish I'm able to meet SUPER JUNIOR in real life SO SO SO FUCKIN BAD ! >.<"


[SETH] SEM-BREAK GONNA END !


     Damn ! Cuti sem aq da nk abezzzz !! haaaa xpuass lagi aq cuti nhe... hiuuuu feels like theres a lot of things that am gonna do at my homie... padahal cuti nk lma gilakk.. 1sblan lbih hahhah dkt sblan aq cuti skg.. adedeh.. xpndai bsyukur btul ouh,,, hyuu ~!!
Sbntnya bkn apa..sebab aq blm dpt kolej, tu yg aq berat ati mo blk sna.. aq xmo tggal luar.. thanks to last sem laaa... kad aktiviti aq mcm kosong jk... hyuhuh... xngam timing bha mo join aktviti !! TT_TT aq mharap jk laa nhe dgan result exam aq, aq lyk dpt kolej utk layak 4 amiiiin ya rabbil alamiiin !!!


p/s: kejap ckp Mlayu, kejap ckp english.. hahah apalaaa aq nhe... =_=



[EXTRA] SIBUK DOWNLOADING

      Hahah ! aktiviti masa cuti yg paling aq suka buat masa nhe DOWNLOAD story temory yg aq sukaaa esp anime and j-movie ^^ lmaoo.. NIE LAA REASON AQ MAKIN 'COMEL' hahaha comel tuu bg aq MONTEL okeee.. ramai org slh sngka ...smpi gelar aq sarcastic duuuh.. klu retard tuu diam2x laa mun xtwk mksdnyaaa.. hahahah kejam !! XPP aaand aq skg addicted ngan satu crita anime nhee.. tajuknya NURARIHYON NO MAGO (NURA : RISE OF THE YOKAI CLAN) best wook  wa ckp sma luu !! hahah yepp.. season 1 still ongoing download meanwhile season 2 da hbs aq sapu hbz download ngeee.. aaand xlupa BLEACH pun aq still addicted n still continuing downloads cuz the version that I have, not full yet.. hyuuuu -__-

NURARIHYON NO MAGO 
kakkoi !! best anime at this moment ! And Rikuo is freakin handzwomee !! XDD *in the night time I mean*

KAIJI : THE ULTIMATE GAMBLER
You know what, it's been awhile since I wanna watch this movie and vwalaah !! I watched just now and I was like asdfgghjkl !! kyahah ! Aishiteru KAIJI ITO @ Fujiwara Tatsuya and thanks to DEATH NOTE the movie :3
And now, I'm craving to the link of KAIJI 2 the movie... GIMME THE LINK KUDASAI ! XDD

P/S: Some of my favorite Anime and Movie at this moment.. gotta watch it fella ! :DD






  duuh, aq rasa bkn SIKIT nhe sda esturi nhe nyahahha !! well, suka suki ^^ since aq da lma x jenguk qw kn bloggie.. mianhae... and xsmpai 2 mggu lg aq blk Kuching sda.. hurm.. berat ati mo tggalkan rascal kesayangan aq c COMOT mcm aq mo bwa jk dia p sna.. huu.. aq hrap nnt comot jga diri laa bla aq xda...d Sandakan Nature City... ~ <3
Okeee gtg... insyallah.. ada masa kita jmpa lg bloggie.. nunitee ASSALAMUALAIKUM ! ^.^

June 27, 2011

OHEMGEE !

Hella Diariiii...
You knoe what... I have my BAD HAIR day these days... But then suddenly I saw A LIGHT OF HOPE *lmao* came into my EYES. . .
WELL, I "MET" my CRUSHESSSSS eyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!! OMO???? did I say CRUSHES...?? HELLLLL YEAAAAAHH !! I have a new crushes now tehee ~ :D I like  "HIM" since last sem.. kyahah ~
Badly, we BARELY can meet in coincidence ~ ._. and HELLA.. WE'D NEVER GREET EACH OTHER nor even SMILLING ~ duuuh..It's just I dunno how to REACT when I saw him even 1 miles away... hahahahhaha *lmao*
Ouhkay back to topic, Today after classes.. I've conversation between my BESTIE and I about my *IDKifIshudcallhimmyBOYFIEanymoar*. . . and HELLLA I really hate him naaaah... feels like I wanna cut him into pieces.,.. wow... kekekeke . Ok then,I was about wanna continue my stories but then SUDDENLY I SAW HIM and his fellow classmates I guess they've done their LUNCH at CAFETERIA. HELLA, IDK how to react and I'm SHIVERING like I was in the NORTH POLE ATM ~ :3
I dun have the guts to see him , and even smilling at him when he walks past me.... nyan ~ :3
But MY BESTIE DOES !! SHE STARED AT HIS EYES AND REPLIED HIS SMILEEEE aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I'm fuckin' jealous teheeee.. huuuu 5555555555
Hope someday I can MEET HIM AGAIN and I wish I CAN TALK TO HIM EVEN SMILLING OR SAYING HYEEEEEEEEE ~ >:D So, I guess I shud be 'emo' all day so then he 'came' onto my life whenever I'm FUXIN pissed off or whatever thing that makes me DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWWWWN ~

Ouh BTW, I'm in the ANGRY BIRDS Fever rite now..and they said my FACE is FUXIN ANGRY BIRD LOOK-A-LIKE.. aaarrrrnnng ! >:D

So this is ME with my NEW PETS ANGRY BIRDS *aaaaaarrrnnng!! >:D*

Hoho... and yeah dun forget my LOVELY NEMO...*IbethewillgetenyifIdidn'tmentionabouthim* lmao ~

And this is MY CRUSHES twins wannabe ~ *actuallymycrushesisCHANSUNG2PMlookalike* ~ :3




So.. that's all for today....hehhehe hope I can forget that STUPID boy who wanna dumped me... and I can be with this CHANSUNG 'twins' teheeee... BTW, I will post his photo if I HAVE ONE... SOMEDAY..HOPE SO nyaaaan ~ :3

June 16, 2011

The EYES can't LIE?

Dear Bloggie,
   It's true that the EYES can't lie when it seen.. Just like mine, I saw everything that I'll ever expect before. Well, hella ! I saw him with a BITCHES this morning. I don't know how to react at that time.HOW STUPID I AM! ._. you KNOE WHAT..? I acted like there's nothing FUCKING LOOKS that I've seen for today. But yeah... My heart can TELL ME that I'm setting up mylife in FIRE. I hate today cuz, I'm not feeling very well today, I've got BLOODY COUGH, glad I've meet the doctor. After that, I back to my hostel, and act like crazy bitch , THANKS TO THAT FUCKING STUPID MAN. He's soooooooooooooo RETARD ! Wish I have my strength to KILL HIM NOW ! I hate to see HIM, I hate to reply his messages, I hate to answer his CALL and even hate when people MENTIONED his name on me. SUCH A CRAZY BUTCH ! >.< I'd never felt sorry for him.. I just need an EXPLANATION but not like this kind. FML.
I wanna kick his ASS so bad..  I really wanna kill him to DEATH !! urgh..why I have to suffer like this. I can't stand how he treat me like a piece of shit. STUPID FUCKING RETARD MAN !! I hope someday you'll find a BITCH that can screw you DOWN like a killed BOARS ! I hateeeeeeeeeeeee him !! Urgh !! But I'll NEVER craving for APOLOGIZE. huhuuu...Just wait and see who's THE BOSS !!?! >:D

June 15, 2011

pissed off.

I don't what to say but,my heart can't take it anymore. !! feels like I'm gonna blow.. >.<
well yeah, I wanna broke up with HIM.. BROKE UP. It's soooo freakin word to say but, I have to face the fact that I have to BROKE up with him or else,I will be DUMPED by him like BITCH ! I knew him 'well'... I knew that he has another BITCH to take fucking care off, but ME..? how bout me..? I bet he should split me off, cuz I can't stand it anymor, eventhou it's almost a year of our relationship.. I felt ashamed of myself, ashamed with my Bestie and family... this is so fucking SUCKS !!  how can I get rid of him when his Image often appear in my MIND and my SIGHT. urgh.. wish I can 'die'... so then I don't have to 'see' him anymore.
I JUST NEED A CONFESSION !!!!

May 29, 2011

what in the WORLD ?

OwhMaiiiGAWD !!! pehal sekarang nii yaa..? sejak kebelakangan nih DEA semakin pelik... tetiba DEA pggl aq dgn gelaran yg x sepatutnya.... so FREAKIN weirdoo ouhkeey.. hoh.. bengang.. bengang... what in the world eh.. what in theeee world nawww... nyan nyan nyaaaa nyan ~
Aq mac igt last week dea ada survey ngan aq sumthink.. feels like DEA nk aq bg feedback sal life DEA...well I guess so...and HELLA... I tell himeverythink..that I dun want... and I want...lmao.. I mean the truth about de relationship that he brought with me.. teheee..lmaooooo... ._.
But, bitchy... Man Man Ha Niiiiii.... I will not be like my previous 4Q life... lolz.. hahha that was stupid.. I mean I wanna be rude this time,,, ngeee..I wonder what would happen next....

and I can believe that it been..... 4-5 month since we have been together... wow...this is the longest relationship that I've been thought of hohoooo... but puhhhleaseeeee... ManmanHANI... T.T xmooo lagi pisang berbuah SAJYUTA kali... ngeeee.. ~ :D

ouhkay back to topic, I'd never think..he'll go this far...cuz he lways tease me like biatch... treating me like a kid...in the public... he treat me like like NO ONE EVER KNEW 'who are us' . . .but when we 'met' lmao.. he changed.. aiyaaaaaa... but it's great if we kept our relationship... tapi tuuu too much BUTTHURT... wellyeah... PEOPLE WILL MAY NOT BELIEVE IT .. IF THEY GET KNOW THAT WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER IN  LONG TIME.. omogosssh... what would happen next...???
wish THERE;S NOTHING BAD HAPPEN YEAH... HOPE SO... HOPEEEE SO ! AMIIIIIN ~ :]

May 25, 2011

RESULT EXAM DA KUAR !

Well, result da kuar...and me oredy checked mine.. Hurmm idk what to say but..mine was pass !!!! Eventhou not wif flying color. Hell no.. I may not get in the DEAN LIST...me fuckin sad bodooo..xthu mo drscbe on how my feeling was.... I'm HAPPY ! I'M FUCKIN FRUSTATED N SAAAAAD !! Well he's got on dean list..kimak btul..aq jlez ngan ny tok ! Rite now me mls nk nga result blt! ChibaAAi ! Me kmpunan dekan doe...uurrrgh.. Mo nanez bhaaa huuuuuuu..sumone pls be my crying shoulder now !!!!!!! :'(

May 19, 2011

TERKILAN

Hurmm... rsa tkilan ouh. :( Aq betul2x benci bila aq kna COMPARE dgn CUZZIE. Bkn kna compare sgt tp...SEDIH laaa... mentang2x rmi cuzzie aq yg success....Dorg dpt msuk IPG. Aq just msuk UiTM jk.. :( DIPLOMA jk.... dorg da dlm ijazah sd tuu.. ya laaa.. sapa la aq nhe.. TERKILAN GILA OINK OINK nhe skg. Even mama aq da bg COURAGE dgn aq psal tuu. Tpi ati aq btul2x terGURIS ouh... huuuuuuuuuk ! :'(
Aq cuma INSAN biasa yang tiadanya MINDA LUAR BIASA. Hidup aq penuh PANCAROBA. Araaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh !! aq bengang sekarang.. SEDIH... I NEED SUMONE to TALK !! LEAN on THEIR SHOULDER.... CRYIN SHOULDER... plssss.. nawwwwwwwwwwwwww !!!! :'(

May 11, 2011

FAKE.

Today I pranked my FACEBOOK friends. Well it was bit FUN but FREAKIN' SAD about it. Huh..I can't believe it my FRIEND did FORGET my bornday except my NEW FRIENDS (UiTM friends + classmates + BESTIE) I understand their situation, I don't care if they don't know my EXACT bday lmao :) at this moment.But next time, if they DIDN'T REALIZE WHAT THE HECK MY BDAY IS EARLIER THAN WHAT I TOLD'EM BEFORE.... I don't what to say but.. it MIGHT be FRIGGIN saaaaad.. how can they forget it.. lmao.. just now, my OLDIE FRIENDS from secondary scholl and blablabla DID FORGET MY ACTUAL BIRTHDATE yet they wish my BD full of LOVE . *and HELL YEAH there was my exbestie wishing me happy bday ..lololololololo WTF ! If she's my REAL bestie , she'll mention something fishy lmao. Yahh.. forget about.. I don't care... ahahha A TRUE BESTIE can EVER be a BESTIE. so that is the deal and I'm off.... :)


p/s : My REAL BIRTHDATE is 27th NOVEMBER 1992

May 09, 2011

hella

heyaa bloggie.. !!
Guess where am I rite now..?? kekekeke I'm at my HOMIE doue !! XDDDD
it's been almost a week since I left Uitm... lmao :3 well.. it's semester break.. duuhhh... -_-
I will back to Uitm this 3rd of June.. aaaaa.. I don't wanna go BACK thereeeee...!!! DX<
But I miss him fo sho' rite now... eventhou he's sooooo PABO ! XD IDK but.. I really miss him.... HOPE I don't fall-in-LOVE with him more and more....you know what, It's weird when he wanna be with me but he's already taken... and he knew that I know he's oredy taken.. and I always ask about her FUTURE FYONCE.
Haha.. it might sounds crazy but, fells like I'ma doll for him... well yeah, he DON'T WANNA SHOW our relationship with others..DUUUH> wthefishhh.. >++D
I shud don't mind about it again... just ENJOY the GAME.. the LOVE GAME.. kekekeke

ouh btw... I wanna meet my OPPA.... Ojai Oppa.. lolz...He said he wanna meet me when I back to Sdkn.. and he'll back to here also...lolz... I've been waiting the moment for ages.. grrrr.. well PASSIONATE is the key.. So I will look fwd for it nhe.. :3
Well, rite now, I feels like my KOREAN LESSON was SUCK ! Mianhae... just bcuz I haven't  learnt it PROPERLY due to busy with assignment and blablablaaaaa... and HELL YEAH... I miss my FAIL FAMILY/FRIEND at SJ-WORLD.net sooooo soooooo soooo bad... >.< wish I can pay my visit there... HOPE SO... HOPEEEE.. SOOOOOO

Yaaaa !! SUPER JUNIOR WILL MAKE THEIR COMEBACK THIS JUNE...wohooo.. !! can't wait for it... I wonder what is their CONCEPT........... :3
I will look forward for it LIAO ~ XD

ouhkay.. gtg.. will post more here often soon... *hope so* :D
chalgaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... ~ XD

April 21, 2011

nyaong

Dear Bloggie,
    It's been a while since I didn't pay a visit here aite..? I knoe u missed me so bad lolz.. IMYT !! :3
and you knoe what, I've been busy for AGES ._. and yeah now it's my FINAL EXAM.. DAMN ! >.<
I'm soooo nervous bb.. IDK how to react and IDK how to answer this morning....I bet I shud sleep naw cuz my PAPER will be held in 9 am durghhh ! >.<
Well, as 4 ur in4mation, next week (2nd May) I will back to my HOME SWEET HOMIE . . . !! XD
it's been 3 month since I left there for studies at UiTM Samarahan. IMY my FAMILY + FRIENDS esp my COMOT NYAOOONG ~ :3 . . . I will be on semester HOLIDAY for a month only and after that I continue my study as part 2 student hoh ! The times flies goes by so RAPID and I didn't realize that my FRESHIE life will ended soon wohoo ! \^.^/ But... I may CURIOUS about 'OUR' relationship...it's been ALMOST 3 month since we're together nananannanaa... but he DON'T WANNA our relationship to be REVEALED bitch ! >.< But sometimes i don't mind about it cuz I've never fallen for him 100% ngahaaaa.. well I'ma Playah btw.. WHOOOOOPS jk ! :D and HELL YEAH I mind about it sometimes too.. cuz it fells like this relationship was a FAKE + FUCK relationship hoh GOT it..?? FAKE AND FUCK ones... grrrr !! >.<
Urgh.. NVRMD... will look fwd for the next step I guess.... janjanjanjaaaaaaaaaaaaan ! :3
Uh-oh !! I almost forgot to tell ya about my LUVLEY BROTHA !! OJAIIIII !! :3.. I found him AGAIN !! It's been 5 YEARS we were LOST in CONTACTS... and YEAH... I still not lost my track and I search him everywhere esp at FACEBOOK.. and HELLAH ! JACK POT bb !! JAAAACK POOOOOT ! :3
Can't wait to meet him and his FAMILy... so then my FAMILY also... I wanna introduced him w my family as my BRO....lol... but I LIKED him ALOT !! but nevermind... as USUAL ; LOOK FORWARD FOR IT ! :3


ouh kayy.. enuff bubbling ! :3
so.. I guess I GTG... well WISH ME LUCK for my FINAL EXAM nheee.. ~
chalgaaaaa.... Saranghaeeeee ~ <3

April 13, 2011

study week

      Well this week gonna be a STUDY week for me .. Since 21th of APRIL.. I will be on the Final exam ..
it is my 1st time to take the exam hoho.. well, I've been in *ART & DESIGN* before.. cuz back to oldie days *school days* I mean, I was a SCIENCE STREAM student and there'snoartndesignthingy .. ~
Sooooooo.... NEXT WEEK is EXAM CORNER kyahah  ! *drop dead me*

BREAK A LEG nhe ! >w<

April 06, 2011

AD NIGHT 2011

MALAM TOK... AQ PISSED OFF... TT.TT LANGSUNG MEMBOSANKAN.... BUKAN APA.. AQ DA BANYAK MASALAH..........ESPECIALLY ABOUT HIM... I DON'T GET IT .. FEELS LIKE I'VE BEEN USED SINCE WE'RE TOGETHER... HE DIDN'T TALK TO ME AT ALL TONIGHT SHIT ! I GAVE HIM A KEYCHAIN... I MEAN LOVE KEYCHAIN..COUPLE KEYCHAIN... T.T AND HE DIDN'T EVEN SAY THANKYU TO ME.. AND HE LEFT AFTER I GIVE HIM ... HUUUUK ! >.< IM FREAAAAKIN' PISSED OFF.... I HATE TO ADMIT IT... EVENTHOU HE;S SOOOO HAWT TONIGHT... WELL YEAH 'CULLEN' WANNABE... >.< I HATE THE WAY HE TREAT ME TONIGHT.... FEELS LIKE I'MA LONER.. I'MA NOTHING TO HIM .. I'MA INVICIBLE.... AND HELL YEAH... I WAS SO SAD WHEN MY BESTIE DOESN'T TAKE CARE OF ME TONIGHT.. I TOT SHE CAN CONSOLE ME TONIGHT... BUT THEN SHE LEFT ME JUST LIKE THAT.. UWAAAAAA... WHAT KIND OF BESTIE ARE SHE...?? >.< TONIGHT... I'M SHEDDING MY TEARS LIKE CRAZY... AND I WAS LIKE WOW.... MY TEARS CAN FULFILLED A TONS OF WATER LMAO... BITCH.. >.<