June 12, 2010

------ Who am I..------

☞ Stubborn Girl :P
☞ Sometimes selfish ><"
☞ Love Super Junior A lot !!
☞ Calling myself as SUNGMIN's WIFEY and KYUMIN's SHIPPER ^^
☞ Undergo in LOVE... DaeGukNamAh !!
☞ and consider myself as Injoon's Wifey and KarJayJoon's Shipper ^^
 * looks like Imma betrayer of Minne.. ouh Oppa.. I'm JK ! XD
☞ Love nagging when something wrong happen LOL
Kiddo in reality but "Mature" minded.. wahaha pabo ! =_=;
☞ Imma noona/unnie for my both pabo siblings.. ^^ Imma LEADER!! XD
☞ Imma MAGNAE in myFRIENDS heart.. :P
☞ Loves BLACK a LOT !! and bit ORANGE, WHITE and SAPPHIRE BLUE !! *Pink..?? I'm so not into it.. sorry yeobo.. XP
☞ Current candy to my ears..?? ; My all is in you , In My Dreams , Bonamana , Shining World ...
☞ never HATES other kpop groups.. never say never.. but.. have dislikes.. ><"


ouh that's all I think atm.. ^^

Cheer Up Oppa .. ^^

이성민
everyday and everynight I always thinking of you..
I'm worried to death about you this lately.. SungMin oppa.. what happened to u nowadays..?
I don't wanna think deeply about this but, My MIND force me to think of your problemo...
Oppa.. I wish I can "ask" you  what's wrong with you.. even I'm an "EMO" .. it doesn't mean I'm always be "EMO" in 24/7 ... oppa.. pls cheer up..
you're the first man that I'm always worried to death.. b'cuz Imma your bias.. I like . love . support U and the rest of Sj members..
Oppa.. I really wish you can read this.. even I'm not good in confessions, I really want to tell ya.. that ELF will always LOVE ya.. support ya.. and even all rest SJ family...^^
Please be HAPPY oppa.. If it's true taht You have a fight with Kyu Oppa of somethin'... pls, solve it asap... ^^ or are you wanna US to give a hand..?? LOL

ouhkay then.. I think that's all for this.. 
atlast but not least... 오빠. . . . 사랑해 영원토록 ... <3

May 09, 2010

OH ! OH ! OH ! OH ! OMMA-REUL SARANGHAE ~ ♥

Today is Mother's day..So..
Happy Mother's day to all MOTHER ALL OVER THE WORLD.. !! ^^
okay...today I'll post about my "notes" of mother's day to my mother..huhu
Sorry.. if you didn't understand wth I'm write ...~
I wrote it in Sabahan Languages..sorry.. XD
The notes are shown below.. 


MY MESSAGE  : ~ 






TODAY IS : 09052010
To : My LOVELY MAMA..*WORLD BESTIEST MOTHER EVER !!
Hari nie Mother's Day...wow..Hari paling precious buat suma MOTHER'S all OVER the WORLD..!!
and spatutnya, hari nie jugaklaa anak2x yg sudah lama d bsrkn, d jaga, d bg mkn minum, d nasihat..brebut mahu bg hadiah or something utk blasa jasa MOTHER masing2x..

But..apa yg kami dpt bg mama..?? mama slalu jga kami.. syg kami..bg makan minum sama kami..tapi kami..semuanya degil.. smpai Lilly besar skg nih..masih jugak xdgr ckap mama n papa..
mmg begini laa kami mungkin..hehe
mama...Lilly btul2x xtaw apa yg Ly mw bg sama mama..slalunya tiap tahun ada jugak kad yg Lilly buat or something yg bleh Ly bg....
but skg..?? wahahaha tmbh degil..bduh btul baaa.. :P
mentang2x dpan PC jak..so..buat "kad" pkai PC..??
Sorry Ma...my fault...! ma.. Kami syg betu ngan Mama..even kami nie stubborn...tapi mmg KAMILAH bah nhe..anak mama and papa..
ouh..eya c COMOT pun syg mama..hehe
Ma..mmg btul laa kn kami suma nhe kpala batu.. slalu mintak itu ini..tapi bila mama / papa mintk something dr kami...mesti kami xmaw...tulaa..mmg "stone head" suda" hehe

Ma...Di hari yg Mulai nie ma.. Ly mintak map sama mama..dr hujung rmbt smpai hujung kaki mama..
Ly taw..Ly mmg byk slh sama mama n papa...bkn Ly sorg sak..tp DORG DUA TUE PUN SAMA JUAK !! :P
c COMOT pun sama...hahahahahahaha !! aduiyh..

Burh..ma...Note Lilly nie mcm note org budh jak kn..?? Sorry ma..I'm not your best Daughter...but You're My BESTIEST MOTHER EVER...!!

MAMA.....!! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
MAMA.....!! WE <3 <3 <3 YOU !!

<3
MAMA...SARANGHAE...~ //(^O^)\\

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ,
Lilly ~ <3

May 04, 2010

Stressful OVERLOAD !

Ouh Gee..!! menci na aquh...! knpa burh c Z@xi neyh..ouh..ouh.. !! can't you stop pairing me with him..?? ouh Gee !!
I don't have WORDS laa.. ouh..!! aquh bukn Talkative sgt laa dumb-ass !! ><"
******
No....!!! you know what...?? I din't get into UPU.. T^T
ouh so BAD.. !! kena RAYU...
inilah nasib budak MLG.. TT^TT Sob..sob.. !
hurmm.. nasib ada apply Poli.. hurmm hopefuly dpt POLI...
Me No want apply form 6..ouh NO CAN DO !! me NO LIKE IT NOO. !!
and my parents.. sigh..always talk me into this.. into that..blaablaablaa...
I know..they deserve to SPEAK and GIVE me ADVICE...but puh-lise.. I'm sorry omma.. appa..
Kind sick of it.. can't you just hear my own opinion.. what I like..and what I want...
Ouh... I'm really sorry for being RUDE.. ouh.. Ya ALLAH forgive me.. TT^TT
*********
OMMOGOSH !! 4JIB TEASER dah kuar.. Kyaaaaa... !! Naik Gila lalalalala...
apa taknya.. just look at this pic.. ^^
*btw, I ada edit sket..heee ~

ouh.. aren't they Freakin' HOT .. MADNESS... BADBOYS.. OUH can't describe...!!!!
so AWESOME !!!!! HIMNAE XDDDDDD
aaaaand... they already confirmed about they COMEBACK this 13th MAY !! waaaaa... I knew it.. I knew it !!! and they'll perform comebackstage at MUBANK this 14 yayyy !!
I knew... nowadays there's so many competitors in KPOP Fandom..
such as my Unnie... *lol* the Gorgeous "Chitty Chitty Bang Bang" Lee Hyori... and the "Ninja Assassin" Rain Joon Ji Hoon ..hahaha ouh... IDK what I've to do....I LOVE THEM TOO XDDD
NO MATTER ELSE WHAT I'll SUPPORT and LOVE our SUPER JUNIOR !!!! 
*********
ouh.. I'm freakin' sad plus proud with KIMYOONGWOON aka Racoon aka Korea No.1 Handsome Guy aka KANGIN .. !!!
Even WE REALLY MISS HIM...being 2gede wif SJ mmbers...what can we do...
he have to take his time to relaxes..and *somereason*.. ^^
Oppa.. PLS take care.. will always beside in YOUR HEART FOREVER... HWAITING !!!

April 13, 2010

TVXQ...??

hoh..!! Last night I was dreaming about them..IDK why but, I really have no clue..!!
yahhh....JaeJoong Oppa had leading my dream last night..hahaha he can speak malay + sabahan fluently..wow..!!
well yeah, it's only a dream..^^
but I really love that dream for REAL..!! I wish it would be come true..ouhh...Jebal..!! XD

April 05, 2010

Dongsaeng I miss you !!

Last night..I lay myself on the bed. Feels that I'm so soo tired..! One day I fit up myself ..I can't sleep...but I have too.
Few minutes later, I take my Cameo, watching some memorial photo.. I smiled and my "tired-feeling" had disappear. While I watch the photo, suddenly I felt that someone had lean on my right shoulder..
**before that, I was alone in my room..*
Then, I'm soo shocked just b'cuz DONGHO(U-kiss member) is the one who lean on my shoulder.
I can't move, just smilling at him.*I love you..my dongsaeng.
Thus, Dongho and me enjoying watching those video and photo...but few minutes later, suddenly I hug Dongho. Then, he didn't respond anything with it.. I wrap my arm on his body.. Dongho then laughed..and REPLYING my hugs. We then, sleeping with tired feeling. *We didn't do anything okaay!*

*****
I woke up and shocked ! suprisingly that Dongho slept beside me...his cute adorable face makes me wanna bite him! I kissed on his cheek...he SMILED but still sleep..haha!!
Suddenly, my door was knocked..I opened it. It was ELI(U-kiss member), I don't get it why U-KISS memebr are in my house today..??!
ELI then, laughed and me ! DX !! * what's wrong bb..??* I said.. *Haha , nothing you're so beauty honey !!, he then replied and I'm shocked..my heart melts but I said *What did you say..??*..he then with afraid voice replied *Uh-oh nothing, I said where's Donggie..??*(Dongho's nickname)  then I pout my mouth showing where Dongho is...
I turn myself into the rest room, wash my self up. And I'm DONE !
Then, I went to the kicthen to breakfast, I smelled very2x sweet flavour..it's seem like pancakes..*YUMMY!*

"Haishh, BB why are you so late..?? your sweet pancakes almost frozen here..and where's Dongiee..??"..a very handsome guy talk me like that, and I was..ohh...don't what to say suddenly Dongiee hugs me from the back..and said.."Noona, I miss you heee.." haha ! "Let's get some breakfast together yeah..?" I replied. **That handsome guy is ALEX(U-kiss member)

*****
Today, I'm on holiday.. I don't have to go work at SM today huh ! So today, I'll spend myself with them..(U-KISS). Right now, I'm watching TV with them, I'm at the left while Dongho besides me..and lastly is KIBUM (that position is like this : Me, Dongho, Eli, Alex, Kevin, SooHyun and Kibum). Their songs was aired on TV,  we suddenly dancing and singing together with their new Hits songs; Round and Round. "Biengul, Biengul, Biengul, Biengul...." . I'm so happy today. I can see Dongie's CUTE smiled, wink at me..and trying to get me.."Aigoo..Dongie-ah..haha why are you like to cuddle with me huh..??"I said .."IDK, b'cuz I like you noona, I like you....!!" he replied. "DONGIE-ahhh....!!! all "vampires" shouting at him..then we laughed each other while He cuddling me. *wheeee!! XD
**They are in my homiee...!

*****
It's 7:00 PM right now, and I'm at XXIA. They'll back to SEOUL today. So bad tome, I wouldn't ever meet'em again. Feels like I'm gonna cry.Suddenly my shoulder had been poked, I looked my back, and it was them (U-Kiss). Hah..! I can't control myself from crying like hell.. Then I grab Dongho and he's crying too..
"Noona, uljimaa.....!! I will miss you too noona..I will ...I will...kyaaa.....miss you too..LOVE you noona.."..then IDK what to say at that time. I'm crying and hugging DongHo so hard. Feels like I don't what to lose him again. Then , Alex encourage me said " Bb, uljima..we love you too and we really don't want to lose you too but this is the faith we must face for. We're all and IDOL STAR, meanwhile you.... are our STAR ..very2x BELOVED STAR !! we love you so much! we promise not to forget you..!! " then I replied happily with tears " Thanks for that oppa, I hope you don't mess out with all your promise..I will always put U-KISS in my heart FOREVER..I said FOREVER !!!!!! and DONGIE  BB, I LOVE you my dongsaeng..for real..!! ".
7:30 PM, the announcer had told that FLIGHT TO SEOUL will be in 30 minutes, so then U-KISS have to go in. Before that, we took our memorial picture together. Then Dongie give me PINKBOX..pretty PINKBOX.." This is for you noona, pls keep this and never ever broke this thing up..even small, it is meaningful to me..representing my LOVE for you..actually my HEART is just for you noona..but HEART is bigger than this box..pls keep it. And don't forget to send my regrets to Ming Hyung okayy..?" I kissed his cheek..then suddenly he kissed my lips..??
oh my..my dongsaeng really loves me...I'm not sure if Ming knows this but I'd never refuse Dongie's kiss..
Then, I give them a bear hug too ALEX, KIBUM, SOOHYUN, KEVIN, and ELI. They replying it.. I was happy...Then, I waves at them ..and they replied too....then, they dissappear from the departure hall...with Dongie's last flying kiss to me..*I replied it XD

*****
Back to my homie...feels like it was soooo...EMPTYMISM. I really miss them so bad..!
I hope I got stand a change to meet them together back..miss'em !!!! U-KISS muax !!




**It was my really2x best DREAM ever..
Hoping that someday I will have a change like this..
But, too bad, it could never ever happen.!!
And, someday I will made my own fanfic for them and SJ too !!

March 02, 2010

My "Drug" Addictive !!


OMO...this is what I called

the creepiest addictive ever..??

How can I get this addictive..yahh totally grows !! LOL

haha..Im joking LOL... !! :D

Actually Im addict with them...

They are my "DRUG"..I rather call a doctor for this..haha

No need I guess...Im way too far for let 'em go from my mind FOREVER..! :)