I hate it !

y.. y..?? y my life had supposed to be like this.. Am gone crazy b'cuz of this..
I wanna get rid off it.. but then it keeps comin' closer to the edge ! damn it !!
yepp.. as a teenager , it's normal to have the love one esp BF ahah ! wtf ?! yepp. BOYFRIEND indeed..
this is so LAME.. this so LAME !!! it's been a years since I didn't have one.. haha
but nowadays, I've my own crushes, and he DUMPED me..?? KIMAK btul !! T.T
how does he dumped me..? yeah.. he's often beside me, always talk to me.. gimme p'sent or whatsoever..
makes me had more feelin' about him..GODDAMNIT !!I don't wanna backs my blame... it's my own fault...
people may said taht. I've an affair with someone.. HOLY FUCK !! its really mend my heart... YAaa !! I'm not taken right now you DARN !

FYI, he's always be there whenever I wanna get rid of him..SHIT.. he's everywhere and I'm freaked out !!


A few weeks ago, there's a man.. who's knock my heart,.. *lmao*
He's always talked to me.. always.. walk besides me, and often pay a visit to my homiee..
he's the kindly one... badly, IDK.. he's taken.. T.T

is there new p'son..??TT,TTI'm so frustated right now.... why I have to loved a p'son who'd taken..??
I'm goin' crazy !!!!! O Allah, pls gimme a BIG STRENGTH to get TROUGH this.. I'm beegin' u... AMiiiiin ya rabbil alamiiiin ~

Bang ma head !

felt bad 'cuz I didn't manage anything to realiZe my friends dream.. I mean her wish.. for summer bash contest..
I just can't do a fanfic or a one-shot, I'm suck in doin' some stories.. lol.. I'm dead..
how can i tell the lifeguard.. even I'm busy almost dying with assignments !! T.T

shud do FANFIC O' ONE SHOT ????

arhh..killer !!!! >______________<
I must do either both fics .. nhe.. I'm goin micheoooo (O___o)
nie suma plan EDNA laaaa.. aiguu..
it's summer bash special.. that's why.. I've to do either fanfics or one-shot which it's reffering to the "lifeguard" request.shiizz ~ U_U
she's really want me to do it.. arh.. but she didn't know who am I . . ?
weheheeee... BRAINSTROMING time again...MATTTAAAAIII !! X_____x

It's hard to believe

it's hard to believe to feel the LOVE. .
it's hard to believe to get the LOVE . .
it's hard to believe to know what is LOVE . .

LOVE is Giving someone the POWER to BREAK your HEART
and...TRUSTING 'em not too ~

we can go EASILY to FALL in LOVE but it's HARDLY to forget ~
and it's SUCKS if and only if . .  you've got DUMPED by your crush or your love ONE ~

Random ARTWORK of Mine :)

Minnie's skecthes by me :)
*I'm FAIL in coloring... TT^TT

Super Junior 4jib BONAMANA skecthes ... 

I'm so fail.. my hand sucks ! TT^TT

Ain't go HAPPY again

Daaang. what the hell....?? wut happen thesedays really..??

actually... I'm not not that HAPPY today...

Feels like I wanna DIE right now.... Just b'cuz of I LOVE them SO BAD !!

Super Junior... is my SAVIOR... I can't LIVE without THEM...

I'm an ELF yeah.. EVERLASTINGFRIENDS... !! IDK since when I OBSESSED myself about 'em...

I really LOVE'em to DEATH... IDK but, I wanna help'em .. and I can't... !!

just b'cuz I'm not from a fancy family.. just an ordinary family...

only plenty things that I can get.. except *this..

what is *this...?? *this? what is thaaaaat..?? O_____o

huh.. I can't tell.. I think Imma just a stupid p'son... TT^TT

----I've so much reading an article regarding about 'em...

either happy or sad... good or bad.. sweet or bitter whatsoever.... !!

I heart can't stop pounding.. just b'cuz I LOVE 'em so MUCH !!

and I said it again.. SUPER JUNIOR IS MY SAVIOR...

they're my inspiration... they're my motivation..  I think w/o 'em my life would be ruined..

thanks to 'em...  I can change myself from "zero to hero"...!!

----actually I wanna support 'em no matter else what happen... hajiman, MONEY is everything rite now.. even MONEY always didn't solve EVERYTHING.. !

I wish I can go to Seoul right now... I wanna meet'em.... TT^TT

----Super Show 3 .. will be held at the early of 2011 ... at Malaysia I guess... wish I can go.. 'cuz the recent SS2, I can't go.. just b'cuz my PARENTS never let me go anywhere... TT^TT

I really wanna go there to DEATH !! DXXXX<

I wish a MIRACLE would happen to me... I wish my DREAMS *about SJ* will be TRUE !!

---- I ain't HAPPY anymore 'cuz I afraid to LOOSE 'em.. SUPER JUNIOR.. !! TT-TT

My Current Siggy at SJ-World and enchanteDNA

My siggy.. or shud I say.. my signature / banner
at SJ-World.net and enchnateDNA.com
*both fansite that I'm active for.. :)

SJ-WORLD.net

enchanteDNA.com

*both siggy are made by me.. :)




UPDATE !! @current SJW siggy.. ~ it's KyuMin <3