BESTIE !

It's been a while since I met my bestie FABULOUS STAR a.k.a F[$] !

well, I really MISS 'em so BAD !! even I realised that we're not contacting EACH OTHER as always like before. Huhuueee.. I knewwwww.. we've been busy with our OWN studies and schedule -_-

Wish someday we can meet again even for a second ! huh ~!!

and here they areee..  ~ <3

we're 7 SPACE BIGSTAR : LINA, LYNNE, DZUL, ZACK, IEDA, WAN , and me EMO

our THEME color is PURPLE.

our MAIN THEME is : "PENUHI HARAPAN DENGAN PENUH KASIH SAYANG UNTUK MENCAPAI I.M.P.I.AN"

means: "FULFILL your HOPE with LOVE to ARCHIVING your DREAMS"

and our MAIN IDENTITY : "SENT and RECEIVE G.O.S.S.I.P with BLINK OF EYE"

aaaand our MAIN TRADEMARK : " Ukiey Duwh !" ~ lolz ^^

p/s:I miss 'em so bad.. I never have a BESTIE as GOOD as them. HOH.. FABULOUS STAR never been REPLACED in my HEART ~ <3

SOwt !

Naaaa.. Sowt suda aque..heee !! Bilank azam xmo jd bdak Jahat...Tapi apa mw jd SKG..?? 나쁜 여자 . >.< Thanks to the PABO NAMJA.. !!! actually me xbpa wha ska ngan dea. CUZ ME SKA NGAN org lain.. YAKNI org yg SAME interest ngan ME.. T.T and me already FOUND HIM. but he NEVER notice who am I. I mean.. I'm the one who ADMIRED him... He DANCE in front of me.. like YANG YOSEOB.. OMFGGG !! XD he really drives me CRAZY.. I really LOVE this NAMJA maaaaaan ~ you KNOW what.... I remember the day when I was SANG "BEAUTIFUL-Beast" at my classes... and ALL OF SUDDEN.. he CONTINUE the LYRICS.. and I was like OMFGGGGG !!!! NEVER meet a FANBOY esp in front of my EYE.. ahahaha lmaooo.. well, he's KINDA LEE SEUNGGI's look-a-like so NO WONDER if I WAS FALLEN for him kekekekeek. IN a nutshell.. I guess I shud call him NAUI NAMJA means "My Man" ahaaa.. drop dead me.. if the PABO NAMJA finds out that I stabbed his back.. lolz.. I'm just JOOOKING ! XD actually... I LOVE that PABO NAMJA.. but it's only certain time.. I mean sometimes... when He talked to me.. text me.. call me.. MEET me...and HAVE a DATE with me along with FUCKING ROMANCE  geez !! I'm JOKING again.. kekeke.. I'd never have GUTS to have a SEX or ROMANCE before MARRIED mkay.... I just wanna KISS... ahahahaha.. ouhkay BUBBLING like bitch one again. heeeee...lmao.. DUHH !! -__-

PATHETIC me ~

Today, Me and my fellow friends from part 1 have to introduce ourselves with the seniors from part2 to part6. Well, I’m the freakin 1^st  one to introduce about ourselves.. SIGH.. kinda nervous but I think I’m okay with it.. J SO, I remembered when I’m mumbling like crazy..such a lmao. -_- And I realized that, some of them FREAKIN’ PISSED off by ME ! -_- I don’t get it… I realized that I’m not THAT perfect.. and I’m not that POOR ONE.. -_- Sometimes, I’m NOT happy with myself.. bcuz I think I’m kinda SELFISH, SHOW OFF and whatsoever ! I’m feeling bad about myself..Feels like I wanna cry RITE NOW..but Don’t wanna PEOPLE  knew about this situation.. hah ! this is sooooo damn pathetic… T.T Feels like I wanna find someone to comfort with.. I REALISED that I’m still at my OWN BOX of life..ASHAMED to myself ..BLAMING myself as being LIKE THIS !!! I WANNA FIND SOMEONE to COMFORT WITH… !!! D’:< OBVIOUSLY, I don’t TRUST my fellow friends here… I’m Sorry CHINGUYA.. butI trust my FABULOUS STARS members more.. BUT WHAT CAN I DO RITE NOW, ???? GUESS, I should SURVIVE here.. ‘till the LAST SEMESTER here…it is ;the 5^th SEMESTER > 2 years from NOW… O ALLAH !!!  I’m so THANKFUL bcuz YOU gave me this kind of BARRIER of LIFE.. I’m so APPRECIATE it.. :’) No matter else WHAT, I’ll try my BEST SHOT to survive in this TEMPORARY world.. T.T ..eventhough this LIFE is soooooo TEMPTING… ~  EMO HWAITIIING ! ;’)

HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR !!

woah... It's been awhile.. and NOW.. IT'S already 2011 yawwww !!!!
ahaaa,, a NEW year with a NEW life :DD
well, now I'ma UNIVERSITY's student.. heee :D
farewell  to school days.. lmao.. ;P and yeah.. my HOMIE also.. -_-
it seems I have to CHANGE my appearance.. my confidence.. and ALSO my attitude.. *lmao aren't that same..??"
ahahaa... but why would I care... as long AS.. I'm still EVERLASTINGFRIENDS of SUPERJUNIOR ~

ouh BTW !! 

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to my ENDLESS LOVE LEE SUNGMIN ^^

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HYPNOTIZE ME !

I DON’T KNOW HOW TO REACT WITH GDA’S DAESANG AWARD JUST NOW.

I’M FREAKIN’ SAD YET CRYING SO MAD CUZ SUPER DIDN’T WIN BOTH DAESANG AWARD (DIGITAL + DISK DAESANG AWARD).I KNEW, ELFS DID THEY EFFORT TO MAKE SURE SUPER JUNIOR WINS THE AWARDS AND NOT TO MENTIONED, SUPER JUNIOR WORKED HARD TOO ; SUPER SHOW 3, SM TOWN , ACTING DEBUTS , MUSICALS, AND ETC ! IT’S FREAKIN STRESSFUL WHEN I GET TO KNOW , SUPER JUNIOR DIDN’T WON IN BOTH AWARD.I KEEP SAYING “OPPADEUL MIANHAE.. JEONGMAL MIANHAE ㅠㅠ”

BUT WHEN YESUNG AND LEETEUK’S TWITTER + MINNIE’S CY UPDATES POPS OUT : I WAS…”THANKYU SO MUCH FOR CONSOLED US OPPA” ..

*BUT THEN, TEUKKIE SAY [[ SORRY ]] ..I CAN’T HOLD MY TEARS AND LET IT SHEDS LIKE CRAZY.. ㅠㅠ

AND THERE WAS SOME SOURCE SAYS THAT - “When fans chased them and shouted “Oppa biyanae” Ryeowokkie used handphone and typed “komawo” showed to fans through car’s window :’( “

GAWD.. PLEASE TELL ME THE TRUTH !! I DON’T WANNA FACE THE FACT !! EVEN TOUGH I HAVE TOO !! ㅠㅠ

YET, I’M SO HAPPY CUZ SUPER JUNIOR WON (ASIAN POPULARITY AWARD + DISK BONSANG AWARD). SO, ATLEAST SUPER JUNIOR WON THOSE AWARDS AITE..? IDK.. THAT’S WHY .. I SAID IT AGAIN… I DON’T KNOW HOW TO REACT ABOUT GDA’S AWARD.. ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

AND FOR ME, SUPER JUNIOR REMAIN #1 IN EVERLASTING FRIENDS HEART !!

사랑이 이렇게 - 슈퍼주니어 ~ ☆

 "사랑이 이렇게 (My All Is In You)"

Original Source. NAVER, SJ-WORLD.NET

[규현] 이별이 오는 걸 알고 있어도 그대 떠날까 난 숨을 멈춰도

[려욱] 눈치 못 챈 듯 웃고 있으면 우리를 지나쳐 갈까…

[동해] 난 모르는 척 웃고 있지만,

괜히 자꾸 말이 많아지고 있지만..

[성민] 사실 나는 울고 싶은 마음뿐인걸

그런 눈으로 바라보는 넌..

사랑이 이렇게 끝머릴 보여도,

이별이 어느새 나에게 다가와 “안녕” 인살 건네도

아직 내겐 널 내려놓는 게 어려운걸 조금만 시간을 줘

I can’t live without you, My all is in you

[이특] 혹시 내가 먼저 이별을 말해주길

먼저 널 놓아주길 기다리는 건지

[시원] 예전과 달라진 너의 눈빛엔

이제 더 이상 사랑이 없어도 나는 괜찮아

[려욱] 점점 시간은 가고 입은 마르고

너를 보고 있는 나의 눈은 불안해

[예성] 안절부절못하고 나 서성이잖아

그대가 이별을 말할까 봐

사랑이 이렇게 끝머릴 보여도 ([예성] 이렇게 끝이라말해도)

이별이 어느새 나에게 다가와 “안녕” 인살 건네도 ([규현] 이미어쩔수없는 [예성] 안녕이라도 my girl)

아직 내겐 널 내려놓는 게 어려운걸 조금만 시간을 줘 ([려욱] 그래 아직은 네겐)

[규현] 내가 없이도 그댄 웃을 수 있어도… [성민] 사랑이 이미 다했어도...

[동해] 결국엔 이별이라도... 잠시만 내게 있어줘

사랑이 이렇게 끝머릴 보여도([예성] 이렇게 끝이라말해도)

이별이 어느새 나에게 다가와 “안녕” 인살 건네도([려욱] 이미어쩔수없는)

아직 내겐 널 내려놓는 게 어려운걸 조금만 시간을 줘

사랑이 이렇게

이별이 어느새 나에게 다가와 “안녕” 인살 건네도

아직은 내겐 너무 간절한 단 한 사람 너를 놓을 수 없어

I can’t live without you, My all is in you

I can’t live without you, My all is in you