Don't worry, he'll miss you. He screwed up , you did absolutely nothing wrong. He failed. He's not smart enough. If he was smart, he would have realized what he was saying goodbye to. But he didn't , now he's gone. Don't call him telling him you miss him. Don't even call him just to hear his voice and hang up. Don't do it. You don't miss him, you miss what you used to be. Right now you're waiting for someone to prove to you, that you don't need him. I promise that person is right around the corner, but you have to let go of him ; his bullshit first. He'll be back one day, it will be him calling you saying he misses you every night. He'll have his friends ask you if you still care about him. It will be your turn to just say, fuck you. You had me and you messed it all up. For now, find every reason to be happy without him, Don't message him, don't comment him, don't talk to him in the hallways. Just smile at him, and remind him that he let go of a perfect girl.
♥ Jari jemari menyusun tari,menutur kata hati ♥
March 06, 2011
February 20, 2011
INSPIRATION
kyahah ! this week's assignment are CREATING 30 sketches of LOGOS. aaaand YEAH. I FREAKIN LOVIN' IT !! ^^ and I've done more than 30.. wohoo !! \^o^/ . So... here some example of my handmade logos :
well.. I'm so thankful cuz I have my PRECIOUS hand ~ ^^
p/s : hope my logos will be accepted by my Lecturer ~ HWAITIIING !! XD
BESTIE !
It's been a while since I met my bestie FABULOUS STAR a.k.a F[$] !
well, I really MISS 'em so BAD !! even I realised that we're not contacting EACH OTHER as always like before. Huhuueee.. I knewwwww.. we've been busy with our OWN studies and schedule -_-
Wish someday we can meet again even for a second ! huh ~!!
and here they areee.. ~ <3
we're 7 SPACE BIGSTAR : LINA, LYNNE, DZUL, ZACK, IEDA, WAN , and me EMO
our THEME color is PURPLE.
our MAIN THEME is : "PENUHI HARAPAN DENGAN PENUH KASIH SAYANG UNTUK MENCAPAI I.M.P.I.AN"
means: "FULFILL your HOPE with LOVE to ARCHIVING your DREAMS"
and our MAIN IDENTITY : "SENT and RECEIVE G.O.S.S.I.P with BLINK OF EYE"
aaaand our MAIN TRADEMARK : " Ukiey Duwh !" ~ lolz ^^
p/s:I miss 'em so bad.. I never have a BESTIE as GOOD as them. HOH.. FABULOUS STAR never been REPLACED in my HEART ~ <3
February 07, 2011
SOwt !
Naaaa.. Sowt suda aque..heee !! Bilank azam xmo jd bdak Jahat...Tapi apa mw jd SKG..?? 나쁜 여자 . >.< Thanks to the PABO NAMJA.. !!! actually me xbpa wha ska ngan dea. CUZ ME SKA NGAN org lain.. YAKNI org yg SAME interest ngan ME.. T.T and me already FOUND HIM. but he NEVER notice who am I. I mean.. I'm the one who ADMIRED him... He DANCE in front of me.. like YANG YOSEOB.. OMFGGG !! XD he really drives me CRAZY.. I really LOVE this NAMJA maaaaaan ~ you KNOW what.... I remember the day when I was SANG "BEAUTIFUL-Beast" at my classes... and ALL OF SUDDEN.. he CONTINUE the LYRICS.. and I was like OMFGGGGG !!!! NEVER meet a FANBOY esp in front of my EYE.. ahahaha lmaooo.. well, he's KINDA LEE SEUNGGI's look-a-like so NO WONDER if I WAS FALLEN for him kekekekeek. IN a nutshell.. I guess I shud call him NAUI NAMJA means "My Man" ahaaa.. drop dead me.. if the PABO NAMJA finds out that I stabbed his back.. lolz.. I'm just JOOOKING ! XD actually... I LOVE that PABO NAMJA.. but it's only certain time.. I mean sometimes... when He talked to me.. text me.. call me.. MEET me...and HAVE a DATE with me along with FUCKING ROMANCE geez !! I'm JOKING again.. kekeke.. I'd never have GUTS to have a SEX or ROMANCE before MARRIED mkay.... I just wanna KISS... ahahahaha.. ouhkay BUBBLING like bitch one again. heeeee...lmao.. DUHH !! -__-
January 22, 2011
PATHETIC me ~
Today, Me and my fellow friends from part 1 have to introduce ourselves with the seniors from part2 to part6. Well, I’m the freakin 1st one to introduce about ourselves.. SIGH.. kinda nervous but I think I’m okay with it.. J SO, I remembered when I’m mumbling like crazy..such a lmao. -_- And I realized that, some of them FREAKIN’ PISSED off by ME ! -_- I don’t get it… I realized that I’m not THAT perfect.. and I’m not that POOR ONE.. -_- Sometimes, I’m NOT happy with myself.. bcuz I think I’m kinda SELFISH, SHOW OFF and whatsoever ! I’m feeling bad about myself..Feels like I wanna cry RITE NOW..but Don’t wanna PEOPLE knew about this situation.. hah ! this is sooooo damn pathetic… T.T Feels like I wanna find someone to comfort with.. I REALISED that I’m still at my OWN BOX of life..ASHAMED to myself ..BLAMING myself as being LIKE THIS !!! I WANNA FIND SOMEONE to COMFORT WITH… !!! D’:< OBVIOUSLY, I don’t TRUST my fellow friends here… I’m Sorry CHINGUYA.. butI trust my FABULOUS STARS members more.. BUT WHAT CAN I DO RITE NOW, ???? GUESS, I should SURVIVE here.. ‘till the LAST SEMESTER here…it is ;the 5th SEMESTER > 2 years from NOW… O ALLAH !!! I’m so THANKFUL bcuz YOU gave me this kind of BARRIER of LIFE.. I’m so APPRECIATE it.. :’) No matter else WHAT, I’ll try my BEST SHOT to survive in this TEMPORARY world.. T.T ..eventhough this LIFE is soooooo TEMPTING… ~ EMO HWAITIIING ! ;’)
January 10, 2011
HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR !!
woah... It's been awhile.. and NOW.. IT'S already 2011 yawwww !!!!
ahaaa,, a NEW year with a NEW life :DD
well, now I'ma UNIVERSITY's student.. heee :D
farewell to school days.. lmao.. ;P and yeah.. my HOMIE also.. -_-
it seems I have to CHANGE my appearance.. my confidence.. and ALSO my attitude.. *lmao aren't that same..??"
ahahaa... but why would I care... as long AS.. I'm still EVERLASTINGFRIENDS of SUPERJUNIOR ~
ahaaa,, a NEW year with a NEW life :DD
well, now I'ma UNIVERSITY's student.. heee :D
farewell to school days.. lmao.. ;P and yeah.. my HOMIE also.. -_-
it seems I have to CHANGE my appearance.. my confidence.. and ALSO my attitude.. *lmao aren't that same..??"
ahahaa... but why would I care... as long AS.. I'm still EVERLASTINGFRIENDS of SUPERJUNIOR ~
ouh BTW !!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to my ENDLESS LOVE LEE SUNGMIN ^^
December 16, 2010
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