April 22, 2013

Slip knot ~

So today is OFFICIALLY the end of our relationships between me and AWANG SATOK .
It's been a year and this how we ended our relationship :

His parents take our future by giving him to a new woman. She's non Muslim.
I think it could be great if he goes with her in marriage. Let him teach her
how to be a proper Muslimah, wifey and his partner till jannah.
I realized that, I'm not the one since I'm done with my "istikharah prayer".
There's too many hints that makes me realized that I should move on.
And yes I do move on now, even my eyes can't stop shedding tears.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand now I put him in a F.R.I.E.N.D.Z.O.N.E once again hahahaha
Maybe it's the way to me to forget about our relationship rather than ignoring everything
and being a pussy lmao. :P
Ouhaky.. no more love story about us, no more Awang satok in my dictionary of life. :')