June 27, 2011


Hella Diariiii...
You knoe what... I have my BAD HAIR day these days... But then suddenly I saw A LIGHT OF HOPE *lmao* came into my EYES. . .
WELL, I "MET" my CRUSHESSSSS eyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!! OMO???? did I say CRUSHES...?? HELLLLL YEAAAAAHH !! I have a new crushes now tehee ~ :D I like  "HIM" since last sem.. kyahah ~
Badly, we BARELY can meet in coincidence ~ ._. and HELLA.. WE'D NEVER GREET EACH OTHER nor even SMILLING ~ duuuh..It's just I dunno how to REACT when I saw him even 1 miles away... hahahahhaha *lmao*
Ouhkay back to topic, Today after classes.. I've conversation between my BESTIE and I about my *IDKifIshudcallhimmyBOYFIEanymoar*. . . and HELLLA I really hate him naaaah... feels like I wanna cut him into pieces.,.. wow... kekekeke . Ok then,I was about wanna continue my stories but then SUDDENLY I SAW HIM and his fellow classmates I guess they've done their LUNCH at CAFETERIA. HELLA, IDK how to react and I'm SHIVERING like I was in the NORTH POLE ATM ~ :3
I dun have the guts to see him , and even smilling at him when he walks past me.... nyan ~ :3
But MY BESTIE DOES !! SHE STARED AT HIS EYES AND REPLIED HIS SMILEEEE aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I'm fuckin' jealous teheeee.. huuuu 5555555555
Hope someday I can MEET HIM AGAIN and I wish I CAN TALK TO HIM EVEN SMILLING OR SAYING HYEEEEEEEEE ~ >:D So, I guess I shud be 'emo' all day so then he 'came' onto my life whenever I'm FUXIN pissed off or whatever thing that makes me DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWWWWN ~

Ouh BTW, I'm in the ANGRY BIRDS Fever rite now..and they said my FACE is FUXIN ANGRY BIRD LOOK-A-LIKE.. aaarrrrnnng ! >:D

So this is ME with my NEW PETS ANGRY BIRDS *aaaaaarrrnnng!! >:D*

Hoho... and yeah dun forget my LOVELY NEMO...*IbethewillgetenyifIdidn'tmentionabouthim* lmao ~

And this is MY CRUSHES twins wannabe ~ *actuallymycrushesisCHANSUNG2PMlookalike* ~ :3

So.. that's all for today....hehhehe hope I can forget that STUPID boy who wanna dumped me... and I can be with this CHANSUNG 'twins' teheeee... BTW, I will post his photo if I HAVE ONE... SOMEDAY..HOPE SO nyaaaan ~ :3

June 16, 2011

The EYES can't LIE?

Dear Bloggie,
   It's true that the EYES can't lie when it seen.. Just like mine, I saw everything that I'll ever expect before. Well, hella ! I saw him with a BITCHES this morning. I don't know how to react at that time.HOW STUPID I AM! ._. you KNOE WHAT..? I acted like there's nothing FUCKING LOOKS that I've seen for today. But yeah... My heart can TELL ME that I'm setting up mylife in FIRE. I hate today cuz, I'm not feeling very well today, I've got BLOODY COUGH, glad I've meet the doctor. After that, I back to my hostel, and act like crazy bitch , THANKS TO THAT FUCKING STUPID MAN. He's soooooooooooooo RETARD ! Wish I have my strength to KILL HIM NOW ! I hate to see HIM, I hate to reply his messages, I hate to answer his CALL and even hate when people MENTIONED his name on me. SUCH A CRAZY BUTCH ! >.< I'd never felt sorry for him.. I just need an EXPLANATION but not like this kind. FML.
I wanna kick his ASS so bad..  I really wanna kill him to DEATH !! urgh..why I have to suffer like this. I can't stand how he treat me like a piece of shit. STUPID FUCKING RETARD MAN !! I hope someday you'll find a BITCH that can screw you DOWN like a killed BOARS ! I hateeeeeeeeeeeee him !! Urgh !! But I'll NEVER craving for APOLOGIZE. huhuuu...Just wait and see who's THE BOSS !!?! >:D

June 15, 2011

pissed off.

I don't what to say but,my heart can't take it anymore. !! feels like I'm gonna blow.. >.<
well yeah, I wanna broke up with HIM.. BROKE UP. It's soooo freakin word to say but, I have to face the fact that I have to BROKE up with him or else,I will be DUMPED by him like BITCH ! I knew him 'well'... I knew that he has another BITCH to take fucking care off, but ME..? how bout me..? I bet he should split me off, cuz I can't stand it anymor, eventhou it's almost a year of our relationship.. I felt ashamed of myself, ashamed with my Bestie and family... this is so fucking SUCKS !!  how can I get rid of him when his Image often appear in my MIND and my SIGHT. urgh.. wish I can 'die'... so then I don't have to 'see' him anymore.