December 16, 2010

December 10, 2010

HYPNOTIZE ME !

I DON’T KNOW HOW TO REACT WITH GDA’S DAESANG AWARD JUST NOW.
I’M FREAKIN’ SAD YET CRYING SO MAD CUZ SUPER DIDN’T WIN BOTH DAESANG AWARD (DIGITAL + DISK DAESANG AWARD).I KNEW, ELFS DID THEY EFFORT TO MAKE SURE SUPER JUNIOR WINS THE AWARDS AND NOT TO MENTIONED, SUPER JUNIOR WORKED HARD TOO ; SUPER SHOW 3, SM TOWN , ACTING DEBUTS , MUSICALS, AND ETC ! IT’S FREAKIN STRESSFUL WHEN I GET TO KNOW , SUPER JUNIOR DIDN’T WON IN BOTH AWARD.I KEEP SAYING “OPPADEUL MIANHAE.. JEONGMAL MIANHAE ㅠㅠ”
BUT WHEN YESUNG AND LEETEUK’S TWITTER + MINNIE’S CY UPDATES POPS OUT : I WAS…”THANKYU SO MUCH FOR CONSOLED US OPPA” ..
*BUT THEN, TEUKKIE SAY [[ SORRY ]] ..I CAN’T HOLD MY TEARS AND LET IT SHEDS LIKE CRAZY.. ㅠㅠ
AND THERE WAS SOME SOURCE SAYS THAT - “When fans chased them and shouted “Oppa biyanae” Ryeowokkie used handphone and typed “komawo” showed to fans through car’s window :’( “
GAWD.. PLEASE TELL ME THE TRUTH !! I DON’T WANNA FACE THE FACT !! EVEN TOUGH I HAVE TOO !! ㅠㅠ
YET, I’M SO HAPPY CUZ SUPER JUNIOR WON (ASIAN POPULARITY AWARD + DISK BONSANG AWARD). SO, ATLEAST SUPER JUNIOR WON THOSE AWARDS AITE..? IDK.. THAT’S WHY .. I SAID IT AGAIN… I DON’T KNOW HOW TO REACT ABOUT GDA’S AWARD.. ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
AND FOR ME, SUPER JUNIOR REMAIN #1 IN EVERLASTING FRIENDS HEART !!

December 05, 2010

사랑이 이렇게 - 슈퍼주니어 ~ ☆

 "사랑이 이렇게 (My All Is In You)"

Original Source. NAVER, SJ-WORLD.NET



[규현] 이별이 오는 알고 있어도 그대 떠날까 숨을 멈춰도
[려욱] 눈치 웃고 있으면 우리를 지나쳐 갈까



[동해] 모르는 웃고 있지만,
괜히 자꾸 말이 많아지고 있지만..
[성민] 사실 나는 울고 싶은 마음뿐인걸
그런 눈으로 바라보는 ..



사랑이 이렇게 끝머릴 보여도,
이별이 어느새 나에게 다가와안녕인살 건네도
아직 내겐 내려놓는 어려운걸 조금만 시간을

I can’t live without you, My all is in you


[이특] 혹시 내가 먼저 이별을 말해주길
먼저 놓아주길 기다리는 건지
[시원] 예전과 달라진 너의 눈빛엔
이제 이상 사랑이 없어도 나는 괜찮아



[려욱] 점점 시간은 가고 입은 마르고
너를 보고 있는 나의 눈은 불안해
[예성] 안절부절못하고 서성이잖아
그대가 이별을 말할까



사랑이 이렇게 끝머릴 보여도 ([예성] 이렇게 끝이라말해도)
이별이 어느새 나에게 다가와안녕인살 건네도 ([규현] 이미어쩔수없는 [예성] 안녕이라도 my girl)
아직 내겐 내려놓는 어려운걸 조금만 시간을 ([려욱] 그래 아직은 네겐)



[규현] 내가 없이도 그댄 웃을 있어도… [성민] 사랑이 이미 다했어도...
[동해] 결국엔 이별이라도... 잠시만 내게 있어줘



사랑이 이렇게 끝머릴 보여도([예성] 이렇게 끝이라말해도)
이별이 어느새 나에게 다가와안녕인살 건네도([려욱] 이미어쩔수없는)
아직 내겐 내려놓는 어려운걸 조금만 시간을



사랑이 이렇게
이별이 어느새 나에게 다가와안녕인살 건네도
아직은 내겐 너무 간절한 사람 너를 놓을 없어

I can’t live without you, My all is in you

I can’t live without you, My all is in you


November 25, 2010

November 22, 2010

[SUPER SHOW 2 DVD] 32. Shining Star


Every time I watched this video, I CRIED so hard ! My love for Super Junior is goin' deep and freakin' deep. I read the lyrics, I sang the song , I listen to this song, males me ... HAPPY but in the same time, SAD, Just b'cuz I miss 'em being '13 and '15 ! SHINING STAR... Super Junior is my SHINING STAR.. LOVE SUPER JUNIOR.. Forever and EVERRRRR !!

November 06, 2010

♡ HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY SUPER JUNIOR ♡


It's been 5 years since 6th November 2005 were Super Junior debuting with "Twins(Knock Out).
12 Boys performed on the stage for the 1st time in their lives. They singing yet dancing by the beat. Feeling the peer pressure on the stage.Performing with full of Charisma yet Energetic. Thus after 5 years, shed the tears and sweats with Evelastingfriends. Creating Sapphire blue atmosphere.4jib's released making a thousand of copies and various nomination of awards. Eventough, Super Junior is on crisis, ELF still beside 'em no matter else what, making sure that Super Junior was Keep and stay strong from all barrier. No matter else what, Super Junior are "Hallyu-Star" . No matter else what, Super Junior is 16! *From Leeteuk to ELF* . No matter else what, Super Junior is #1 in ELFs heart ! PROM15E TO 13ELIEVE , 10 AND PROT3CT 'EM TILL THE PEARL SAPPHIRE BLUE BALLOON FILL THE WHOLE WORLD.

SUPER JUNIOR + SUPER JUNIOR T + SUPER JUNIOR KRY + SUPER JUNIOR M + SUPER JUNIOR HAPPY + EVER LASTING FRIEND ~  ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ 

PARK JUNG SOO + KIM HEE CHUL + HANKYUNG + KIM JOONG WOON + KIM YOONG WOON + SHIN DONG HEE + LEE SUNG MIN + LEE DONG HAE + LEE HYUK JAE + CHOI SI WON + KIM KI BUM + KIM RYEOWOOK + CHO KYUHYUN + ZHOU MI + HENRY LAU

LEETEUK + HEENIM + HANGENG + YESUNG + KANGIN + SHINDONG + SUNGMIN + DONGHAE + EUNHYUK + SIWON + KIBUM + RYEOWOOK + KYUHYUN + ZHOUMI + HENRY



*pict credits to me :) *eMoLyNa_ELF* 

November 05, 2010

dim?

"Stupid-man" - who dumped me D:<
"Him"- My Hardcore CRUSH *lmao*

The day I BROKE UP with the stupid-man. I text him said "I am sad, please reply me.Thank you. Bye".
A few hour later, he called me. I answer it as soon as my phone ring. He ask me "Why? what's wrong with you? why are you sad? can't you explain me?". He's so kind-hearted at that moment. I don't know why I HAVE to tell him as the 1st person to know. I was so HAPPY when he still care for me.In my answer, I'm smiling yet crying a river.Telling him for A to Z of my love-broke story to him. He's a man too why HE's the one who get to know it first and not my bestie? At that moment, I'm clueless b'cuz he's my CRUSH ! ever since I'm 16 years old. I shouldn't tell him about my problems cuz he's not my bestie. But I don't know. I'm clueless. In that case, he knew everything. Duh ! What a shame -_- . Night after that, he ask me to spend my night play YM! with him. And yeah, I'd spend my night "with" him.And that night was different,he's really kind to me not like he used to be.Ahhh.. it's hard to describe but that night really made my day.He tells me a thousand of funny story.I think he's trying to make me happy? If he does, I would like thank him. :)

I wonder if he has the feeling?  I mean, is he still have a feeling to me? Well, I knew he likes me too. But, we never mean together.I don't know why and it's weird right? We've the same feeling for *almost* 2 years now.When would we be together? Sometimes I'm getting pissed off cuz awaiting for him.Duuh.It's oke. I trust  ALLAH and I trust HIS faith. SO I'M LOOKING FORWARD FOR IT ! :D *lmao*

November 03, 2010

IDK ~ ♡

IDK, I really don't understand about myself..
IDK what my talents are.. either I can dance? sing? acting? drawing??
♡ to sing but my voice sucks !
♡ to dance but I made the trunk dance LOL
♡ to acts but I wasn't interest to it 
♡ to drawing since I was a kid. but all my creation NEVER been appreciate.. -_-
thats y sometime; when people told me that my voices are Kyute, my drawing skills is OSM . . I just say thankyu but I'm not good enough to be praised.. I'm still learning.


I'd never think that I'ma Humble person .. LOL
eventhough my previous tweet name was "humble_emo"
it doesn't that I'ma humble mkay?

September 20, 2010

Sedih Sad

I am really DAMN SAD rite now,
I've discussed with my parents about quiting in form 6...
yeah, I really wanna quit it... just b'cuz I've got POLY's offer .
They told to continuing the form 6 until this November..
FUCK !! I really don't wanna continued there again...
I didn't do any homeworks and assignments that the lecturer ask for,
I've promised to myself NOT TO continuing form6 started the 1st week after Aidilfitri !
and rite now ..?? SHIT ! they didn't allow me...ouhkay I'm really mad rite now.. DX<
I'm crying like crazy.. GAWD ! Cry me a RIVER !! X'( my heart really broken into pieces..
feels like I wanna done something like I used to be ..BAD ASS GIRL  *sigh*

This thingy really one kind of embarrassment sucks problemo.
I just can't control myself to be a loyal daughter and girls... urgh !
it's really drives me crazy !!FUCK ! FUCK !! FUCK !!
I don't care if people had BADMOUTH about my attitudes ~ and what the hell am I wrote on my blogs..
hah ! my blog is my diary, is my savior... so what the point..?? get the HELL out of here.. !!

August 27, 2010

Bduh

Adui burh.. tkanan aquh cmne...~
tguk wha dorg bliau.. mrh2x... T.T
aquh lg yg kena.. hurmm.. sua arrh aquh nhe skg kena ABC,,
mmg x ngam arr mod aquh wha.. isk ! >.<'

Tmbh lek aquh tknan bila aquh dpt tw DIA mw tukar course pg akauntasi juak
macm aquh.. hatduiyh.. cmna nhe ..>??
aquh cba mw luoakan dia.. tiba2x.. dia "ikut" jejak aquh...
aduiyaiyh.. sbr sak nhe yg di dada... astaghfirullahulaziiim ~

ngam arr lpas raya nhe aquh drop form 6.. huh..
mw gila sak x d form 6 nhe..
syukur arr aquh dpt POLI... bln 11 nhe gerak sua aquh p KK hoho !

hurm.. aquh mw p SuShow 3 bha... mw btul aquh p thun depan..
tp cmna arr..?? duit pun yg d kmpl skg, nduuuuwk !!!
bru, konpem ndak aquh d swu P !!
tp aquh tekad, mw p juak.. no matter else what.. *O______o''
harap2x.. dpt juak arr aquh p.. !!

apa arr towh arr situasi poli..? mcm u juak kha towh arr..?
hurmm.. x juak aquh sbr nhe.. haha !!
lgpun takanan aquh d form 6 'cuz ada stu org tuh adouuuuuyh !!
hurm.. burh.. ukeiy duwh.. que mw kac siap luk assignments ~
bye-bye korang.... hahaha na qw.. kuar SENDAQAN ! :D

August 24, 2010

Pathetic !

It's hard to predict own feelin.. . . sigh.. this is weird.. I am weird.. but how do I care.. pfft ! sometime I got freak out myself.. not being moody, but remained SILENCE makes me went MAD . . feelin' depressed.. and blame myself as being like that.. what the..? hey.. what's wrong with me actually..? See.. I can't predict on my own.. wish someday I can find the solution.. this is so LAME ! =____=


I wanna hell it out.. but I can't.. feels like my "emo" mode intrude my day once again...
NO ! it's everyday's EMO-ing.. sigh..
I laugh, I'm happy, I'm Sad, I'm Mad ~ what the heck ??! really can't understand about this..
wanna. cry but I can't...
mybe I shud find someone to be my cryin' shoulder.. pls... I think I need one ~ TT.TT


sometimes, I felt shame by myself.. b'cuz revealin' my BIGGEST secreto with my bff..
suchas, tellin' about my crushes... GAWD..
everytime I talk about my crushes, the next day, he'll dumped me..~
and.. IDK what would I've to explained with my BFF about that.. felt embarassed..
felt frustated, felt STUPID and Imperfects !! T.T
and again.. why would he play with fire about me..?
didn't he know, how much I like him . since.... 2 years ago..
DAMMIT ! he dumped me .. again.. and again...
but it's weird if I say, he kept torturing me, always talk to me in public.. but never feel sorry 
about what he done to me.. ever since I fall with him...
ouhkay, I'm MAD.. yepp.. I'm crazy bout love.. even though, My life are so YOUNG ~
I'm still in the youth categories you fool ~
nowadays, teenagers are too much advanced in LOVE... 'rill their parents never knew how 
beautiful LOVE in this new era.. ~


nhe..?? am I bubbling again..?
pfft, how do I care.. this is my blog, this is my property..
I don't care what the hell that I'm bubbling about..
as far as I can type what I can and how am I depressed, stressed ~ and whatsoever~


oihkay.. shud go rite now...
I shud'nt have to think this problems go far...
otherwise.. I'll go crazy.. more and more and more and... sigh.. enough already ~!